[some kind of knife carves my pain]

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

results

Results r out.....

almost all r C's xcept for

maths- D

MCT(Micro controllet technology)- B

projek 2 i tot i gt D i gt a C....wat a shock

neva do also gt C.....weeee

wat luck....

carving itself again at 3:25 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

ma swithert

here is a pic of ma baby....lup her veri mux....
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she is the angel to me...
she so swit n carin...
reli lup her...
sori haven been bloggin 4 quiet a long tym....
veri bz wif skul werk....
if nt bz....
lazy lor....
hehehe....

well 2dae second dae of puasa...
ok for the start...
juz cravin to eat je...hehehe
yerla....dok pat uma tk de benda nk bt....
maklum la tgh holidae kn....
mish her seh....
bila aku dpt gi KL....

haix juz gt bak ma ipod...
dunno wat kinda condition it is in....
im pissed off....
bt wat to do...
as long as i gt it bak da cukup

carving itself again at 2:26 PM

Friday, September 30, 2005

beholder

everidae,everi hr,everi min, everi sec,
u have ma heart,
deep inside ya,
i hv given ya,
eversinz u let it in,

i given u all the love,
i given u all the care,
i given u all tat i can,

ma babyboo,
eventhou the distance btwn us,
is an obstacle,
i dun care wat ppl gonna sae bout us,
coz im goin overcum all those obstacle,
im gonna race to the end,

gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her hw mux i luv her,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her tat she's always on ma mind,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her hw much she meant to me,

no foul werd frm anibody,
gonna poison tiz special bond,
btwn u n me,
ur nt juz anibody,
ur the beholder,
the beholder of ma heart,

in the end i wish tiz is gonna b a hapi endin,
jz u the beholder,
n me the vicitm of tiz love,
livin unda one roof,
hapi,
hapily eva afta....

carving itself again at 11:04 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

ewlo

hey been a long tym alredi......

well i feel great nw....
juz found sumone to luv....
n b luved again....
tiz tym itz a KL gerl....
yeah wat am i tinkin...
well tot bout it....
n i wan a go at it...
i may neva noe tat she is the one...
well juz tryin wif it....
if she reli is....
it will b a plus point 4 me....

weeee.....

xam cumin....
still haven learn mux....
well bak to ma books....
i tink.....

NARFTH!!!!
ZOITNKZ!!!!

carving itself again at 11:34 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

y? there is so mani things on ma mind?
y? so mani y on it....
y?

y did she ignore me on msn?
y cant she mit me wen i wanted to?
y didnt she call me?
y?
y?
y?
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????

carving itself again at 6:44 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Things will never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didnt even get one last kiss
From you...oh baby
God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissin me
I need to feel you holdin me
I need to feel your touch
Cuz I miss your love so much
And I...cant keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why would he take you away...from me

(Chorus)
Its hard for me to tell you I love you
As Im standing over your grave
And I ll know I ll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldnt you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I dont know what to do with myself

I would ve given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say that you love me one last time
Id go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you, how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldnt do
I cry for you...I lied for you
And theres no doubt that if I could take your place from heaven
I would die for you...yes I would
I would rather give up my life
Then to see tears in your eyes
I cant stand to see you cry

(Chorus)

I just dont know what to do with myself
I cant stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would god want to hurt me so bad
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby,I'm missing you...baby I'm missing you

I love you...ooh...god damnit I love you
Why did he did he take you away,
Love me...because I love you so...
I miss you so much baby...I just cant go on baby

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Haix...mish her so mux...1 wk alredi neva mit...
veri sad uh...me bz wif projek...she bz wif her stuff...
haix2...i wish ma head will get betta...
coz tiz pain is sickenin...
i reli wanna b ma healthy self...no stupid headache...
all stress free....i reli wish...
haix2....
still tinkin does she love me?
haix2...
i juz cant 4gt her....
haix2...
i kept tinkin bout her...
haix2....
nt meetin her make me mish her more...
but y muz i feel it?
itz neva lyk tiz b4...
haix2...
i wonda...
im juz a guy tat wan attention...
but she juz wan things her way...
she the commanding type...
n i juz follow her...
but y?

carving itself again at 11:20 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

confused

yest went out wif ma baby....bought maself a perfume....bought 4 her a pants...a shirt n a sumsort of sweater.....it was damn tirin....but havin her by ma side makes the tiredness goes away....but sumtin is on ma mind...eva sinz she accept me....yeah....

does she reli wan me?
does she reli luv me?
watz her point to take me bak?

i wonda....

carving itself again at 10:30 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

sick

haix....2dae kinda sad 4 me....one fact is tat....i had things plan 4 2dae to mit ma baby...bt in the end she cancel it...saein she nd go hospital....hmmm...per nk bt....nk caya tk nk....also dunno la....the feelin inside me reli sux ryt nw...yeah....hw i wish i hv a gift to noe hw a person is feelin 2wards me....wat dey tink bout me...witout dem tellin it to me frm deir mouth....i wish...coz ryt nw i do wan tat gift...coz im confused...who is reli in her heart...does she reli wan me?
haix...i duno....

juz nw mit aisah at skul....shes a nice gerl...kinda ok wif her....per nk bt kn...juz frenz wat....gd tat i noe her...

carving itself again at 10:40 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005

weeeeee!!!!

yest was d happiest dae of ma life....yesh....weeee
im so hapi....damn reli hapi....
firstly i went to sentosa wif ma classmates....
yeah the scenery was great....haha
yeah chicks everywhere....
den there is tiz chn gerl....
shes onli ok lookin la...but kinda hot....hehehe
at harbour front wen on our way hum....we go eat first....
she was there....yeah wif the make up she look nice...
n she was lookin at me....mayb coz i also smoke...saem as her....
nah nt ma type....ma heart is onli 4 one....weeee
reny....onli reny....
yeah yest she finali gif me an answer...
a smile wipe out tat sad look....
yeah...im so hapi...veri hapi....but sadly 2dae she is sick...at hum...
bb...i wanna b by ur side ryt nw b....
im reli worried tat u r sick...
b hav lots of rest n get well soon

carving itself again at 4:10 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005

sad, depressed n rejected

haix...i dunno watelse to sae...afta wat happen last nyt...i juz feel so sad...yeah i did call ashikin...ma sis...a fren...sumone who noes bout me...mux betta than anione...hmmm...

im juz askin maself....is tiz true luv? am i reli in luv wif reny? y do i get sux a treatment frm her? muz it hurts so badly? y is tiz feelin so diff? y cn i feel her in ma heart? yeah i cn sumhw feel her in ma heart...such as wat she's doin...hw she's doin...n sort of stuff...y? y? n y?

is tiz reli worth it?

carving itself again at 10:43 PM