[some kind of knife carves my pain]

Monday, February 28, 2005

wat an equaliser!!!! a screamer!!!!

wee...2dae sundae....2moz will b a start of a new week 4 me.....haha.....juz now got a last minute call frm Muz.....askin me to cum ova n play soccer at tadpole.....wah so last minute....luckily i'm at hum.....but kinda tired.....but i pack all ma boots n shorts needed....n head 4 the field.....reach there the game alreadi start.....c ma team....wat a mess?!!....the defence lyk wat.....always kena ovalap...so dangerous.....then Muz nk kua...i hav 2 play defence...shit the most fuckin position i hate.....ma first ball i lose....shit tiz is bad.....then veri soon i get ma momentum n of we head to a clean sheet in the second half.....n we get a goal bak....thnks to Tzul header.....wat a tite angel...the keeper couldn't do anitin.....wee.....we celebrate lyk hell....yeah we pressure them in the second half......n we deserve the draw mayb more a win if we had the finishin touch of Suhail....n the combination of his twin menance....me....haha.....well a draw is good enuf rather than a lost.....but wat i'm fed up is the oppenent....wtf.....i tackle the ball...then he knock ma knee....n fell to the ground.....Prrrtttt!!! goes the whistle.....WTF!.....i win the ball fairly.....man i was so damn mad.....but still they can't score tat goal....haha thnks to the combination of Yong n me....hahaha.....well if onli Yayer is ard....i can play striker...but too bad.....well there is next tym.....well 2dae neva smoke b4 a game 4 the first tym in so mani matches.....n i still feel great but kinda shag.....well tiz i can conclude as ma bez game as a centre bak....hahaha....action onli.....k la peace out.....

carving itself again at 1:20 PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005

SIANx!!!

Saturdae......wat a draggy day.....early murnin wake up n off to werk.....finiz at 3....reach hum n relax n watch "brown sugar".....great show.....ok la tatz wat i can sae happen 2dae....haizx....mish ma baby.....she's in KL...havin her fun sinz yest hor n me here mish her so mux.....

Yest go skul 4 Characther Development....then chill at FC4.....till ard 2...then go JP watch Constantine......cool show uh....i loike.....especialli the part where keanu reeves say"ma name is Constantine....John Constantine....arsehole".....then anotha part where the constatine characther died 4 the second tym....n he had to go to hell....but sumhow he made a big sacrifice....n god let him go to heaven....then this guy in white suit(4gt the name uh)....sae his place is in hell....then this constatine characther show the middle finger.....wakakak.....*LoL*.....also to all those smoker Constantine quit smokin after he's able to live 4 the 3rd tym....yup in the last part he neva smoke animore but he eat chewin gum....haha.....so guys out there who still smokes....do take the advice.....we r not Constantine...or so called half breed.....we live once....so make good use of it n Quit SMOKIN !!!! itz 4 ur own good......peace out

carving itself again at 1:52 PM

Saturday, February 26, 2005

LUVRE?

Tell me wat reali iz luv?

Is luv a feelin being control by ur mind? ur heart? ur lust? ur desire? ur kindness?.....well to me luv is bout havin telepatic feelin bout tat sumone....itz juz tat u reali noe ur partner damn well enuf....eventhou itz onli lyk few days....or even hours or mins.....sacrificin?is it also luv?....well...to me it is....but sumtym tat sacrifice will cost u to lose tat sumone so special to u....is it true?....u tink......so wat do u tink bout lurve?...do gif me ur point of view.....

carving itself again at 2:00 PM

Friday, February 25, 2005

PoWEr La!!!!

Sweee!!!!Tatz the werd i say when i first get ma maths paper...haha.....i juz pass....on da dot....50/100........wat a relief......then lecturer juz went thru the ans n i juz sit at one corner wif ma frenz.....2dae i neva go 4 PEEE n SPROG.....i woke up in the mornin.....had ma bath all tat....n had ma breakfast....then i play ma beloved PS2.....weeee....veri hapi.......hahaha.....then in da noon took a shower n off i went to skul.....n now i juz gt bak frm skul.....hehe

Yest was kinda borin.....gt ma DE paper.....man i was fuck up....i tot i could at least get 80+ but no! i gt onli 75.....ONLI 75? wtf......i'm so fed up wif maself.....reach hum at ard 1.30....then fetch ma youngest bro at 3.....n chill out n play ma PS2.....yeah!!!! ma 2nd darlin!!!HAHA!!!.....yeah tokin bout ma darlin....yeah i miz ma darlin....haven msg her sinz we met on tuesday.....yeah seemz she so bz wif her assigments as written in her blog....nvm la....let her hav her tym on her own......huhur....On tuesday gt ma DE paper.....man i was fuck up....i tot i could get at least 80+ but NO! i gt onli 75.....ONLI 75?!!!WTF....i'm so fed up wif maself.....then mit ma baby....man she looks diff frm last tym.....yeah she has kinda slim down.....look so sexy.....haha.....

Ok i herby declare tat i hav pass all ma MST paper for last term....haha....here r the results.....

DE:75/100

SPROG:58/100

PEEE:60/1000

MATHS:50/1000

carving itself again at 9:35 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Ewlo......2day 2nd dae sinz i quit smokin...haha....yup i finali stop it....coz 1st ting i dun feel i wanna smoke animore....2nd ting...cigarette price gone up 20%.....2day ma fren all go "KANINA" CAUCIBAI" all those hookien werds cum out....haha....lucky 4 me...i stop at a nice tym...tiz 4 real.....juz nw get 2 test paper bak....c ma MST results.....wat shit am i doin? PEEE:60/100, structured programming:58/100....but ma latest lab test 4 structured programmin:98/100....haha....2 st8 lab test i gt the same mark....haha....i juz lurve doin the lab werk.....so damn fun....

JUz nw mit Miz Sharon Quek.....our former maths lecturer....she knew our marks....guess wat she say 2 me...."Hakym wat happen to u?.....From 70+ go down to boder line....."......walao i am damn shock uh....she say i gt 40+ or 50+....shit....y iz ma maths so inconsistent....wtf....sumore 2day learn new topic...integretion....looks ez 4 nw.....but i noe tiz is gonna b harder than diffrentiation....god i need 2 practice on tiz shit....if nt i'm dead meat 4 the final xam paper.....arghhhh....

Yest was ok...play street soccer becum keeper....borin giler siak....did nutin mux....juz save those balls wif ma legs onli....keje relak abis.....then at werk si LIm bual psl org2 lama yg keje pat codin kekek siak dgr cita dorg.....

k la stop here nk kena bt solderin uh....bsk kena tunjuk lecturer...MR Wong

carving itself again at 12:30 PM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl You are Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like youI thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like youI hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like youI hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known, your smile on your face, all I see is a glow,
You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down & I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like youI hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

If u hav read tiz dear....I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than youI will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you......yesh i promise i will neva fall in lurve wif a stranger animore

carving itself again at 4:30 PM

BOoRIn DAe!!!

harloow......2day sat n as usual.....i hav werk early in the murnin....at werk kena scold by tat "HIDUNG"....y? coz i neva wear shoes....wtf....KEn cum to werk neva wear shoes neva kena...i onli one tym than kena....wat a pity.....4 me.....

reach hum at ard 4....play ma beloved PS2.....than went thru ma ol stuff....sux as ma diary tatz full of ma history....mostly on AIN....yeah AIN....everitym i heard tat name ma mind began 2 wonda ard....haizx....i miz her....but wat cn i do? she hav move on....if i eva ask her bak....i dun tink she will accept me animore.....well nvm...life hav to move on....ohh yah....bout the diary....yesh full of crap bout me n AIN.....conflicts n so on....all those secrets i kept it away frm ma famili n frenz....then i came upon a letter....wif pics inside....then i remmeber itz the gerl...wati....whom i noe juz thru sms....neva mit b4....tat pic is her....so now i intend to gif her bak even if itz a yr old alredi....haha.....i wrote a letter 2getha wif da pix n post it 2 her house....

well tatz wat i do the whole day...sit in front of the comp....tryin to make ma blog betta n chattin wif tiz gerl name Eqa.....she ask me to cum to her skul open house on the 26th....she'll b dancin....i dunno who wanna follow me.....anione wanna follow? itz ITE SIMEI open house 4 ur info.....anione interested??? i dun wanna go there alone....paiseh uh.....well i wanna get to noe more bout tiz Eqa....hehe....haixxx......

NARFTH!!!

carving itself again at 1:08 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walkin down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alrigh
tCheck my vital signs
And know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

carving itself again at 3:49 PM

YEAH!!!!!

YEah at last i hav finiz doin tiz blog.....man ma arse is in pain.....later gonna eat....haven eat since murnin.....yeah been so stress up....eversince yest.....but yest was suppose to b ma happiest dae coz xam iz ova.....but i gt 2 noe the truth.....eiyra.....the gerl tat i hav fallen in luv n causin me to leave Ain....has sumonelse on her mind....yup....i juz found out the truth yest....n i was havin a slepplez nyt.....was it worth it? buy her all those stuff.....fark....i'm sux a fool.....yeah the truth is out in her blog.....fuyooh....baca dier nyer blog notin at all bout me.....wtf.....all bout tiz guy YUSRI...power.....sweee......i'm so hapi.....after readin it.....ma heart iz feel wif so mux pain....full wif anger n hurt.....yesh i vent all ma frustration at ma bros....i noe i shldn't do tat but i was so enraged wif fire....even when ma bro n even ma mom make a lil' noise i shout at them....i'm so fark up.....but nvm juz now got to smoke ma cigraten.....fuyoooo......relax sikit.....well lookz lyk tiz blog is left wif one thang....a new muziqbox....hahaha.....ciao

carving itself again at 3:38 PM