IT'z Me!!!

results

2005-10-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

Results r out.....

almost all r C's xcept for

maths- D

MCT(Micro controllet technology)- B

projek 2 i tot i gt D i gt a C....wat a shock

neva do also gt C.....weeee

wat luck....

ma swithert

2005-10-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

here is a pic of ma baby....lup her veri mux....

she is the angel to me...
she so swit n carin...
reli lup her...
sori haven been bloggin 4 quiet a long tym....
veri bz wif skul werk....
if nt bz....
lazy lor....
hehehe....

well 2dae second dae of puasa...
ok for the start...
juz cravin to eat je...hehehe
yerla....dok pat uma tk de benda nk bt....
maklum la tgh holidae kn....
mish her seh....
bila aku dpt gi KL....

haix juz gt bak ma ipod...
dunno wat kinda condition it is in....
im pissed off....
bt wat to do...
as long as i gt it bak da cukup

beholder

2005-09-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

everidae,everi hr,everi min, everi sec,
u have ma heart,
deep inside ya,
i hv given ya,
eversinz u let it in,

i given u all the love,
i given u all the care,
i given u all tat i can,

ma babyboo,
eventhou the distance btwn us,
is an obstacle,
i dun care wat ppl gonna sae bout us,
coz im goin overcum all those obstacle,
im gonna race to the end,

gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her hw mux i luv her,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her tat she's always on ma mind,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her hw much she meant to me,

no foul werd frm anibody,
gonna poison tiz special bond,
btwn u n me,
ur nt juz anibody,
ur the beholder,
the beholder of ma heart,

in the end i wish tiz is gonna b a hapi endin,
jz u the beholder,
n me the vicitm of tiz love,
livin unda one roof,
hapi,
hapily eva afta....

ewlo

2005-09-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

hey been a long tym alredi......

well i feel great nw....
juz found sumone to luv....
n b luved again....
tiz tym itz a KL gerl....
yeah wat am i tinkin...
well tot bout it....
n i wan a go at it...
i may neva noe tat she is the one...
well juz tryin wif it....
if she reli is....
it will b a plus point 4 me....

weeee.....

xam cumin....
still haven learn mux....
well bak to ma books....
i tink.....

NARFTH!!!!
ZOITNKZ!!!!

Y?

2005-09-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

y? there is so mani things on ma mind?
y? so mani y on it....
y?

y did she ignore me on msn?
y cant she mit me wen i wanted to?
y didnt she call me?
y?
y?
y?
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????

2005-09-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

Things will never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didnt even get one last kiss
From you...oh baby
God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissin me
I need to feel you holdin me
I need to feel your touch
Cuz I miss your love so much
And I...cant keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why would he take you away...from me

(Chorus)
Its hard for me to tell you I love you
As Im standing over your grave
And I ll know I ll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldnt you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I dont know what to do with myself

I would ve given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say that you love me one last time
Id go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you, how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldnt do
I cry for you...I lied for you
And theres no doubt that if I could take your place from heaven
I would die for you...yes I would
I would rather give up my life
Then to see tears in your eyes
I cant stand to see you cry

(Chorus)

I just dont know what to do with myself
I cant stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would god want to hurt me so bad
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby,I'm missing you...baby I'm missing you

I love you...ooh...god damnit I love you
Why did he did he take you away,
Love me...because I love you so...
I miss you so much baby...I just cant go on baby

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Haix...mish her so mux...1 wk alredi neva mit...
veri sad uh...me bz wif projek...she bz wif her stuff...
haix2...i wish ma head will get betta...
coz tiz pain is sickenin...
i reli wanna b ma healthy self...no stupid headache...
all stress free....i reli wish...
haix2....
still tinkin does she love me?
haix2...
i juz cant 4gt her....
haix2...
i kept tinkin bout her...
haix2....
nt meetin her make me mish her more...
but y muz i feel it?
itz neva lyk tiz b4...
haix2...
i wonda...
im juz a guy tat wan attention...
but she juz wan things her way...
she the commanding type...
n i juz follow her...
but y?

confused

2005-08-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

yest went out wif ma baby....bought maself a perfume....bought 4 her a pants...a shirt n a sumsort of sweater.....it was damn tirin....but havin her by ma side makes the tiredness goes away....but sumtin is on ma mind...eva sinz she accept me....yeah....

does she reli wan me?
does she reli luv me?
watz her point to take me bak?

i wonda....

sick

2005-08-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

haix....2dae kinda sad 4 me....one fact is tat....i had things plan 4 2dae to mit ma baby...bt in the end she cancel it...saein she nd go hospital....hmmm...per nk bt....nk caya tk nk....also dunno la....the feelin inside me reli sux ryt nw...yeah....hw i wish i hv a gift to noe hw a person is feelin 2wards me....wat dey tink bout me...witout dem tellin it to me frm deir mouth....i wish...coz ryt nw i do wan tat gift...coz im confused...who is reli in her heart...does she reli wan me?
haix...i duno....

juz nw mit aisah at skul....shes a nice gerl...kinda ok wif her....per nk bt kn...juz frenz wat....gd tat i noe her...

weeeeee!!!!

2005-08-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

yest was d happiest dae of ma life....yesh....weeee
im so hapi....damn reli hapi....
firstly i went to sentosa wif ma classmates....
yeah the scenery was great....haha
yeah chicks everywhere....
den there is tiz chn gerl....
shes onli ok lookin la...but kinda hot....hehehe
at harbour front wen on our way hum....we go eat first....
she was there....yeah wif the make up she look nice...
n she was lookin at me....mayb coz i also smoke...saem as her....
nah nt ma type....ma heart is onli 4 one....weeee
reny....onli reny....
yeah yest she finali gif me an answer...
a smile wipe out tat sad look....
yeah...im so hapi...veri hapi....but sadly 2dae she is sick...at hum...
bb...i wanna b by ur side ryt nw b....
im reli worried tat u r sick...
b hav lots of rest n get well soon

sad, depressed n rejected

2005-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

haix...i dunno watelse to sae...afta wat happen last nyt...i juz feel so sad...yeah i did call ashikin...ma sis...a fren...sumone who noes bout me...mux betta than anione...hmmm...

im juz askin maself....is tiz true luv? am i reli in luv wif reny? y do i get sux a treatment frm her? muz it hurts so badly? y is tiz feelin so diff? y cn i feel her in ma heart? yeah i cn sumhw feel her in ma heart...such as wat she's doin...hw she's doin...n sort of stuff...y? y? n y?

is tiz reli worth it?

haix

2005-08-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

yest im so hapi gt to mit reny....yeah at last dpt jugak hilang kn rindu tu jap....hehehe....well she's so swit as eva....n so cute....wen she smile im so hapi....bt ryt nw im feelin kinda low....well she still haven given me an answer afta yest....yesh i do wan her bak....she's nt online nw....huhur....surely she's out wif tat guy....haix...itz so sad....reny if eva ur readin tiz i juz wanna let u noe....i reli luv ya....i reli wan u bak....daes afta we break up i cant stop tinkin bout u...in ma mind i onli wan u bak....i dun care bout otha gerls ard....i onli hav ya in ma heart....onli u....itz hard...ma heart is feelin pain each dae....the pain grew as daes past....ur name is always on ma lips...yesh it is...i always wanna talk bout u to ma frenz...wat i sae in the past tat i wont regret if u neva accept me...well itz bullshit....im regretin everytin....i nd u by ma side...i nd ur care ur luv, i reli nd ya bak....i do nd u bak....plz....cum bak....im so in luv wif ya....

mixed

2005-08-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

hey....
im bak....well lets c...hmmm....k mst first....i pass 2 fail 2 papers....n tiz is sick...y must ma mst b lyk tiz? itz always the same each sem....haix...i dunno wat to do...i wanna get betta grades....i wanna finiz ma poly n get ma diploma....

tatz one thing....a lil hapi tat i pass 2 papers uh

nw reny....

i dunno y....
evasinz i break up wif her...itz hard 4 me to 4gt her....n everydae ma head hurts....tinkin bout her....so does ma heart....it needs her love, her care, her warmth, i reli mis her veri mux.....i reli wan her bak...itz reli odd 4 me to feel tiz way afta a break up...but yeah itz true....i reli luv her....i need her....ma life is in total chaos ryt nw....i cant get ma life goin....everdae i kept tinkin bout her....itz always reny....reny n reny....notin seems to get to ma head....reny i nd u to restore oder to ma life....yesh i reli need u....u r wat i nd ryt nw....yes i was a fool last tym...n im terribly sori....plz gif me tiz chance....i trully luv ya reny...i do luv ya....itz cumin frm the bottom of ma heart....

hapinez

2005-08-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

yeah...hapinez lite up ma face again....yeah....

i score 2 nice goals yest....i wish there was a replay....hahaha
itz damn nice.....
i suffer sum bruises on ma elbow n ma right palm...
coz i tumble down....

ok reny....
hmmmm.......
let me sae it st8.....
i dun wanna break up....
but ur attitude 2wards me sae so....
tat u wan it....
if u reli wan it....
juz tell me...
i wont regret breakin up wif ya....

lyk i always said...
life hav to go on....
n we learn frm our mistakes....
n in future we will b betta...
n get a handsome reward....
frm all those past mistakes we hav learnt....

baby im sori, i was being foolish to doubt ya....i dun wanna lose u baby...

2005-08-06T03:45:00.000+08:00

yest was last dae of mst...neva gt to mit her coz she goin 4 the dikir barat comp wif her sis....sad 4 me....i drag maself to skul....feelin down....coz i noe im nt gonna mit her....paper was tough....itz hard to do....especially section b....i tink i cn pass....afta paper i went to town wif ma klaz...
we eat at far east plaza....den watch the weddin crasher at LIDO....the show was awesome.....damn funni n kewl....those 2 cn reli talk crap....

here cum the worst part....afta the show...i call her....coz miz her mah....den she sae shes at the park wif her abg ipar fren....i tot shes juz wif the guy onli....den i was fuked up alredi....bt i try to kewl down....i was raging inside....tinkin....god damn it....she cn go out wif tiz guy at tiz tym of the nyt....bt she hav no tym to mit me....wth....tat watz goin thru ma mind....i den hung up the phone wen i hear the guys voice....den we sms...i sae i dun wanna spoil ur party sinz u wanna crash out wif ya frenz.....n den we soon started quarrelin...in the end i found out there were 5 ppl at tt tym....gosh....wat did i do...im neva tiz jelez easily.....i dunno juz tat i luv her so mux....i mish her everytime i neva get to c her....the feelin inside is so diff frm all the rez of the gerls i hav been wif....n the whole nyt i was beggin 4 her 4gifness....beggin 4 tiz last chance....bt it cum to no avail....nw shes havin fever coz of wat happen last nyt....y did i suddenly bcum tat way...y? i was damn foolish....arggghhhh

bb i luv u....
i neva wanna lose u.....
itz hard to imagine life wifout ya....
everidae ma mind was tinkin bout ya...

weneva i dun miit ya....
i will mish ya badly...
i cant slip well...
i cant tink st8....

im sori bout last nyt...
i was a fool 2 doubt ya...
i neva believe i was sux a jerk last nyt...

plz 4gif me....
gif me tiz last chance....
u r everytin to me...

i beg ya....
plz....
tiz is the truth cumin frm ma heart....
i luv ya....
n no otha woman cn eva replace ya....
even if we been 2geda 4 a while...
bt tiz love is so pure tat....
i feel bad to taint it wif ma jealousy....
im sori bb....
plz do 4gif me.....

GUyS!!!

2005-08-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

us guys.....

we r full of ego....
betol tk?
mmg betol....
we r full of ego....
tat we always hide our true feelings
nt wantin to let ppl noe....
we wanna win everytin...
wanna b betta than anione....

but deep down inside there is always a soft-side...
especially 4 gerls....
juz lyk me....
hehehe...
seriusly....
itz hard 4 us guys to tell the gerl tat we luv her so mux....
we juz dun wanna b label lyk so soft...
lembek....
men r always known 2 b tough....
tatz y itz hard 4 dem to tell the gerl dey lyk her....
dey always wait 4 d gerl to sae....
itz always lyk tat lor....
in the end wen the gerl gt a guy...
we get jealous...
padahal sendiri sala...
den bila da ada matair....
kita lgi cpt jelez....
lgi2 kalo nmpk kiter nyer pompan ngan laki lain....
ada betol?
mmg betol....
jelez tu tetap ada....
we guys....
even how fierce we r on the outside...
tpi di dlm tetap kita syg....
kita konkong....
psl syg....
psl kita tk nk ilang dier pat laki lain...
tpi kdg2 pompan complain....
smua tk blh....
kena konkong....
padahal dorg tk tau....
kitaorg syg dorg giler babi...
tk nk ilang dorg....
ada pompan da kasi freedom....
dorg main2 lak....
nk fling2....
ni la...
da kasi freedom mau fling...
bila kena konkong...
complain...
kdg2 tk paham uh....
ada laki lak...
kaki pompan...
tk perna nk setia....
tatz nt me...
hehehe
i setia nyer org....

k me org dier...
mmg bnyk kwn pompan...
tpi hati setia pada satu...
RENY!!!!
nk ckp dulu kaki fling jugak....
tpi skrg tk....
umor da brape....
nk settle down cpt2....
tpi degree mesti dpt dulu...
aru blh settle down....
me nyer org tk suke konkong pompan sgt....
ada limit dier uh nk konkong....
mcm tk mo kasi keje...
nk kua ngan kwn laki ker pompan ker....
i dun mind...
as long as pandai jaga diri suda....
kalo i nmpk pat luar...
lain mcm ngan laki lain....
tau jer la tu pompan....
i dun go 4 sepak all those stuff...
i juz sae...
u wan tt guy... go ahead....
i dun mind....

so tatz bout me 2wards gerls....

2nd MST

2005-08-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

tiz sux sia.....
maths....
wtf....
y so damn fuckin hard....
y muz hav integration all those stuff...
ma mind was goin bonkers juz nw...
1st qns was ok 4 me....
but de 2nd qns onwards was helll.....
i dunno wat to write animore...
but i juz anihow write...

afta tat i go hum st8....
neva wait 4 ma classmates...
kalo alik ngan dorg confirm bbual psl tdi nyer paper...
so betta b alone wen u r fucked up...

FIRST DAY OF MST

2005-08-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

wat a day....

first day of ma mst....
MCT paper...

MCT ma fav subjek....
a smooth start to the MSt....

mishin ma baby...always....

dunno if she reli mish me....

few daes neva talk on the phone...

neva sms....
juz msn....
tu pon dier mcm tk de mood nk lyn kiter....

ntah la kalo da ada org lain.....

da tk nk fikir2 la....

bsk maths paper ballsss...

bila mau start blaja.....

aiyooooo....

stress dok....

How????!!!

2005-07-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

guys....ma mst is tiz cumin mondae...haven learn so mux...tiz sux....ryt nw ma head is lyk one tym bomb....anitym cn juz xplode....
itz been tinkin too mux....n werkin too mux....
itz overloadin......
DANGER!!!!

firstly....
will i get a diploma,
will i get into uni,
will i get a job,
afta ma uni,
will i b hapi wif the job,
is SHE reli the one?
will she eva leave me?
does she reli love me?
cn i do it tiz mondae?
cn i pass it damn well?
cn i finiz ma yr 2?

so mani qns.....bt i cant find the ans....
gosh itz killin me,

i luv ya,
i neva wanna leave ya,
u make me smile,
everytym i c ya,
bt do u feel me,
i dun wanna it b one sided,
so tell me watz in ya,

RENY!!!!!

2005-07-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

bb switheart
i hav fallen 4 u sinz dae 1,
u stole ma heart durin tat moment,
i hav given u ma heart on tat dae,
no woman cn eva take it,
coz itz beatin inside u everi moment,

hours....mins....sec,

ma luv 4 u is deeper den ani ocean,
pure den ani saint,

u r ma life n soul,
wifout u ma heart will stop beatin,

ur cute angelic face,
neva stop bringin smiles to me,

bb switheart,

i luv ya so damn mux,
i neva wanna lose u,
neva,
coz no woman is u,

hapinez

2005-07-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

everytin seems to go to plan yest....n itz a gd thing it went tat way.....yeah...me n ain r no more....less things on ma mind....:)

2dae i cut ma hair alredi....veri thin n short...lab test was ez...nt mux of a trouble to do...mayb ma mind is clear of things uh....than...ma lab test last wk was nt so gd...first qns da kena potong 15 marks alredi....haix2....sat werkin....sundae goin out...dunno goin where...RENY ajak...

MA PROJEK 2 haven finiz...argghhhh....bila mau abis kn.....!!!!!

wei

2005-07-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

helllo......long tym neva write liao....been bz uh...project2 onli....also kinda lazi to write uh.....ermmm...well yest was sumone bdae....n once again i which her hapi bdae....hope u achieve wateva u aim 4.....sadly she aint in s'pore....she's at KL...ok la....well....so mux things to sae....ermmm....lately ma frenz been addicted to the song MR lonely by AKON.....n itz damn irritating wen they kept repeatin the song again n again.....sakit uh telinga aku....yeah....ma soccer team....afta so mani mathces undefeated...we finali get beaten by our junior team....n im off form....no speed...no stamina....no energy....juz plain tired player....mayb the long hours in skul tat dae had drain away ma energy.....nvm....i gonna improve ma fitnesss.....oh yeah....MST i s ard the corner....n i nd to catch up on ma studies alredi...i always cabot lecture....dunno a thing wen i cum to tutorial....haix....i noe i shld nt cabot so mux....ok....watelse wanna sae....well i dunno la....am i juz a lousy guy or she's havin high expectation of me....i dunno seh....juz tat sumtym i wish relationship aint so complicated.....arghhhh....no pt wanna talk bout relationship....make me go crazi onli...k la tatz all 4 nw....if i remeber wat i wanna sae...i update agian...nw gonna play FM....n study liao....hehehehe :P

fridae

2005-06-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

fridae....sux la....veri long dae....dun lyk it at all...n guess wat i got a chn name sia....hahaha...itz ha xing......wahahahah.....coz ma lab lecturer....dunnno y he still wan me to hav chn name....so anitin juz call ma chn name uh dude....i will gladly reply u bak.....hehehe....than durin rwp hav to form a group of 4 ppl...ma grp is doin bout PDA VS HANDPHONES....sound interstin or nt? dunno la.....well baby i miz ya....

weeeeee!!!!

2005-06-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello....been a veri long tym sinz i update hor.....veri long hor.....hahaha....well kinda lazy la....k la tiz wat happen durin those times....ok la skul gettin more fun easch dae lor....wif crappiness everiwere.....inside everi1 in the clas...also bought a new bag...adidas uh.....most of ma frenz yg slalu pat bawa blok da makin jdi mat....i still haven ah...me still innocent boi...hahaha....k la luqman....sumhow ppl tink i'm his younger bro...dunno y la....mayb coz both of us look lyk chinese.....he....ermmm i tink ada matair....tink la....da maju dier....n guess who she is...ain....bdk skola bnss dulu....hmmmm.....she look kinda diff durin the sec skul daes la....she look more lyk a ghost....hahhaa....tgk uh da mcm adek bradek....matair name pon nk same...hahahaha.....than me still havin thiz stupid injury on ma right thigh....itz damn fuckin bingit la.....i cant run so mux....n itz realli irritatin.....i neva get selected 4 skul team...haiz....da nmpk sgt aku makin tk guna....k la recently i caught up wif ma ol habit....n kinda gettin harder to stop diz ol habit....last sundae went to jb wif ma family....i buy a pants.....usin ma dad money....hehehe...save duit aku.....than juz nw i skip ma lecture n go jb buy shoes...slip on shoes....i finnaly hav one....hahaha....nw watz next is to tapper ma new pants n wait 4 a ryt tym to display ma new shoe to ma mom.....wahahaah.....also sumone's bday is cumin....dunno wat to buy la.....suggest sumtin anione.....

SORI

2005-06-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

hey skul juz reopen n todae is the third dae of skul....bak wif ma ol classmates....man those guys....again...haix...wat to do....ok la so far....lecture 2geda wif 3 otha classes...well the otha classes also lyk borin...then ma mct tutorial n lecture...both hav lecturers tat sing lullaby when they open their mouth....gosh....its damn freakin drainin lor....well these past 3 daes meet mani of ma ol frens frm sec skul...well rudy hav nice hair color combination...n freakin style...than mit fauzi fitrah hafiz n haek...oh yeah btw haek hair is damn long lyk mat rocker seh....hahaha....me n haek take same gems class...so every wed we will mit...2dae play street soccer at skul....it was fun get to show those freshie taste of ma skilll....hehehe....k la of all those ppl i mish durin ma holidae...i mish tat sumone the most....n its been weeks sinz we met.....n i tot when skul start u will b a lil free frm ur werk...but seems theres nt mux of a change....well i realli mish her....but itz sad 4 me tat u r werkin mostly....ok la....speakin bout werk...i tink im nt gonna cont werkin afta sux a disaster happen at tat werkplace....itz gettin damn freakin fucked up ova there....well i cn still survive la....gt ma mom....heheheh

i'm bak

2005-05-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

heelllooo everione.....i'm bak...yeah me bak....ok been in kinda dilemma uh tiz few daes...dunno watelse i wanna do....first of all...i juz wanna quit werkin n get on wif ma life la....lgi aku keje bnyk duit aku buang...bt on the otha hand i still need money la....so wat to do quit or no quit? so hard uh.....k tatz one....lgi satu bnyk complicated....well afta i get bak frm penang on mondae....ma x msg me....so i reply la....well we get on quiet well afta nt contactin each otha 4 a few yrs alredi....wonda how she look lyk....ok la....well suddenly there is sum sparks btwn us again....but i cant b wif her....im wif ma baby....n i luv her...but ma x....ermmm...cant realli xplain uh....yeah we chat on the phone 4 few daes durin the nyt....n nw itz juz gone lyk tat....nvm la....at least i still hav sumone who loves me...hope so uh.....well penang was great....ok la....if our hotel is juz by the beach will b mux more fun....well too bad la....yeah yest ma kak sdara nikah....alamak skali pandang ma kak sdara jambu seh....well tgk dier nyer husband....k la kena jugak la....bsk hav to help ma aunt coz bsk aru dier nyer keja kawin dier start....haix....ma close coz tk der....so juz me n ma bro....it will b a long day 2moz...well baby....ryt nw i dunno wat happenin....

Penang! penang!

2005-05-20T16:18:00.000+08:00

penang dua sebatang...hahaha.....2nyt im off to Penang wif ma tuiton mates.....been a long tym neva go outin wif them....yeah hope to ease all the prob in ma head ryt nw...peace sikit la...relak pat resort...play water sports....wohooo....baby....if u hav prob y u neva tell me...mayb i cn help ya....haix...juz nw go ma werkplace settle eveytin....but muz pay 150 bucks...no way im payin tat st8 away....everione sae dun pay first...wait 4 the prob to settle n cum to a conclusion whether im ryt or wrong....who cares la....ryt nw i wanna hav sum great tym at penang free frm singapore....free....frm parents....frm werk....everytin...no more stress on me....plz...no more...i cant take it...i cn go crazy....n baby im gonna miz u when im there.....well even if im nt there im missin u alredy....every day...every hr...every min...every sec.....

so confused

2005-05-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

so confused...argghhhh....i dunno wat wrong....y is ma day gettin worse each day....n i feel lyk abandonin ma baby....well yeah been so stress up wif stuff at ma werkplace....n really fucked up wif the supervisor ova there...i dunno watz else to do animore....sundae go office talk to them bout the prob....n end it as soon as possible....coz tiz thing is in ma head a long tym alredy....n itz driving me crazy....ryt nw i feel realli scared....scared tat im gonna lose tat sumone again.....yeah i feel so weak nt seein her....drive me crazy....shes the one....shes the onli one....yes i do love her....i love her so mux....does she love me???

2005-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

ewlo...how u lyk ma new skin? kinda plain is it? juz lyk it....veri simple...well these few days....kinda ok la....oh yeah watch the amazing race 7...veri interestin show it is...in the end the black american couple win...well they sure hav luck on their side...coz they dun hav cash in their hands in the last destination...but they really r determined....itz one hack of an amazing show...especially rob and amber...they make the show more spicy....haha....ok la....yest play street soccer till late at nyt....accompany ma bro buy his spec....well the frame kinda big 4 him thou...but he still wan it aniwae...suit himself la....well ryt nw ma right thigh still haven recover yet....n itz damn frustratin la...weneva i wanna kick a ball....it hurts....i wish it recover soon...coz i wanna kick balls...haha...sinz im still on holidae betta enjoy maself....oh yeah timetable hav cum out....kinda same as first yr schedule...so long hours....n long breaks...haix....wat to do wif those long breaks aniwae....juz nw watch the last episode of Amanda on suria....ok la kinda nice the song....but i dunno la...ma mum ni....wen she watch a tv series tat involve students to b couple...she neva sae anitin....but wen i wanna hav a relationship...she disapprove...aint it the same as in the tv series...eventhou its nt reality...but its bout students...there aint mux of a diff wat....well been a while sinz i msg ma baby...well baby even if i neva msg u....do trust me tat i miz ya n will always luv ya....always no matta wat....

2005-05-13T20:20:00.000+08:00

juz gt bak frm sentosa....man ma thigh is killing me....went to sentosa wif a stretched right thigh....tot of playin soccer lightly....but in the end i end up playin soccer wif those ppl tat juz came n knock ma thigh...gosh it realli hurts....farkin hurts....k la....i dunno watz wrong wif ma mum nwadays la....first she ask me....y i neva go out wif frenz tat wear tudung....firstly i dun lyk tudung gerls 4 nw....ala per lain nyr ada tudung ngan tk de tudung...prangai tk de beza jugak...except 4 a few la...then lately she ask me go syarahan....alamak....per seh...syarahan? gosh...im nt realli into these stuff...nt tat i dun believe wat the uztad says...juz tat im a guy tat is nt religious enuf...so being in a mosque n hearin to those longs talks make me go to slip lyk a lullaby song....haix...sum more these syarahan is in the nyt....me nt crtisicin anitin...juz ma opinion 4 nw...

2005-05-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

hey had a great tym yest...yeah went out wif ma baby...watch coach carter...take pix....then we chill out n went hum....it was hell of great tym eventhou i find it kinda short....2dae gotta werk...well as usual la cik ima hutang....luckily...the aunty gif ma pay earlier...haha...ada duit jugak....2moz goin jb...accompany ma fren...mayb buy a shoe ker...c la....fridae goin to sentosa wif ma poly frenz...hope to hav a fun tym there....baby...mish ya...

2005-05-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

wat do u tink of tiz one? plain uh?

mish ma baby....cant wait 4 monday.....gonna mit her.....lucky 2dae neva go 4 syarahan ma mum ask to go....fhew...slamat ma dad penat nk gi....haha...if nt im gonna slip ova there 4 sure.....hahaha....mishin those sweet smiles....

2005-05-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

weeee.....i pass ma xam...so hapi seh...yest nyt i dreamt tat i fail ma maths...than i wake up quickly check ma results n wooohhhoooooo.....wat a relief...i pass ma maths on the dot....

2005-05-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

i wake up every murnin,

starin at the ceiling,

feelin worried,

everi minute,every seconds,

hopin,

to see the light frm PAris,on the far EAst,

to see the smile,that makes ma dae,

day by day,

i grew scared,

scared tat i will lose u,one dae,

afta wat happen 2dae,

i''m sori to b too sensitive,

coz everi dae,

i grew scared,
scared tat i will lose u,one dae,

i have fallen for u too deep,

deeply,

nt even the depth of ani ocean,

can b compared,

to how deep i have fallen for ya,

i dun wanna b a memory to ya,

i wan it to b permanent,

seal by a ring, on ya finger,

i hope so.....

2005-05-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

2dae i went out to ma baby place...chill out at her place 4 a while...than follow her go mit wif her cuz....than send her to werk....oh i mish her nw....aru jumpe da mish eh....haha....pe nk bt....yela muke dier cute sgt....n i'm so in love wif her....so wat cn i do....every dae i tink of her...eventhou sumtym i dunno wat to talk to her....but deep in ma heart ma luv 4 her is so deep...tat leavin her again will surely b a big mistake tat i'm gonna make....n i hope we will b 4eva....i reali wish it reali cum true....baby.....even how unromantic or nt so good to ya or wateva i am to u on ani dae....but deep in ma heart believe me i do luv u....nt juz coz u r cute....but also ur uniquess....ur attitude.....i neva felt mux happier than being wif ya.....i hope to b da answer to wat eva problem u r facin ryt nw honey.....

2005-05-01T16:11:00.000+08:00

ewlo everione.....me here..kinda bored....n mish ma baby.....notin mux to sae...juz tat i am tired afta wat i had yest evenin....haix....k la ciao

2005-04-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

juz did tiz a while ago....wat u tink? ok la firstly sori la shikin if i eva did lie to u yest...ok juz nw mit ma baby...gosh i mish her so mux....c her so cute....hehehe....gif her the gift i bought 4 her yest...hope she lyk it...nw kinda broke...luckily gt lifeline....haha...ma grandma juz gif me money....slamat sikit aku....wakakaak....well baby i hope u lyk the gift...i seriusly do hope so...k dear...luv ya...miz ya lots...

2005-04-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

k guys....wat u tink of tiz...i juz did it 2dae...kinda fast n simple...wat da u tink?

k 2dae i go tamp....jln2...wif shikin again...she bored n stress....so accompany her....go buy stuff...a wallet 4 ma mum....mother's dae gift in advance....than....afta jln2 we go hum our seperate ways....haix....i mish ma dear....mitin her 2moz....weeeee....:P

2005-04-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

hey wat do u guys tink of tiz? kinda bored so edit ma photo la....hehehe....do comment bout it lor.....

2005-04-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

weeeiiii....am at hum damn bored...haix...ni la keje aku bila pat uma...on comp...chat2 n chat...mendak jugak....was readin ma baby blog....bangga seh aku....hahaha...kembang jap....hahaha....well i realli mish her ryt nw....n yes she is the bez...no one cn replace her...no matter wat....she's permanent alredi...in ma heart...hehehe....cannot erase alredi....do i crack crazy jokes? wat u guys tink??

2005-04-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

hey...juz nw went to town....accompany shikin shoppin....oh she's ma fren...who study in MI...clever eh dier masok MI....yeah...gi town buy maself a belt...cost 42 bucks....mcm tk nk li seh...syg duit tu....tpi li jugak...than went on to search 4 maself a slipper...but in the end tk de jugak....haix...puas cari tpi tk de yg nice to wear...n suit me...tk per la....then had our dinner at FISh and Co.....wah punyer kenyang seh....sampai perut blh boncit.....haha....k la notin mux happen....mish ma baby ryt nw....haix...bila la nk jumpe dier lgi....:(

2005-04-23T16:53:00.000+08:00

ok i did tiz yest nyt....so wat do u tink of it? for a first timer?

2005-04-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

well had ma whole aftanoon tryin out a new skin 4 ma blog....but in the end...the outcum sux....so i juz hav to stick wif this skin aniwae....haix....so nw i'm tryin to use photoshop....neva try it b4....nw gettin a hang of it.....nw tryin to edit few bits of the pic....hehehe....afta i finiz i will post it here.....

2005-04-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

hey....long tym neva blog....yeah...kinda lazy la....so ppl...2dae at last i mit ma baby....afta a mnth lyk tat.....so long uh....i mish her so mux....we went to JB n shop ova there...i bought 5 tees....n 3 caps....hahaha....giler sikit uh....wanna buy shoes....but pikir nanti la....gi KL blh li.....ma baby buy....ermmmm....3 tees....n a pants eh? is it? luper uh.....veri 4gtful la me.....i had a hell of a fun tym....nw ma baby is at werk....so sian ova here....baby...honey...u take care uh.....k i mish ya.....

2005-04-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

ewlo...juz cum bak frm Sentosa....man ma left leg is in pain....especialy near the groin area....gosh...veri painful seh...cannot run mux....haix....i dunno how cn i cure it....anione cn tell me? well had a fun tym at Sentosa....especially playin soccer...yeah wif qing yuan a.k.a mole....makin lame jokes n his wakikik....well nt mani babes 2dae...sad sad....well i mish ma baby.....she's nt werkin....n watchin movie...mayb nw da ova...hope she enjoy her dae la....coz she off 2dae...veri sad 4 me....i cant mit her..coz of the sentosa thing.....

2005-04-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

weeeee.....weeeee....weeeee.....n more happines...yest at 20 10 hrs.....i officially finiz ma xam....n commence the start of ma holidae......hahaha....yeah...no more stress bout ma studies...no more sittin at hum...readin books....well neva get to celebrate the end of our xam yest wif ma frenz or wif ma baby...sad sad.....i do mish her thou....haix.....

ok2 juz now i werk...kinda bored uh....juz sit down...notin to do...total boredom 4 6 hrs...i tink....god....tot hav to do OT...but in the end neva do...coz not needed...well if do the OT at least tat money cn use it 4 Sentosa...yeah....Sentosa...i'm comin....i dunno when but sure we r goin to Sentosa....weeeee.....happines....k la dunno wat else to sae...juz tat i mish ma baby damn mux....n i dunno watelse to do wifout ya.....

2005-04-08T17:38:00.009+08:00

hey juz got back frm ma PEEE xam....god....itz nt tough juz damn tricky lor....i manage to do it betta than ma maths....ok la i could say 50+ or 60+.....tatz wat i can get uh.....k la tatz all....so 2 down.....1 more to go....

k la readin ma baby blog....seem lyk she had fun yest.....yeah....she sure did.....n it neva seems ryt tat she neva buy sumtin ova there.....veri true la....i duno la.....sumtym i juz dun get it....i get jealous....wheneva she go out wif guys....i juz can't control tat feelin....i dun wanna control her....but sumtym i juz feel jealous....damn jealous.....i dunno y?.....mayb i dun wanna lose her...even if so....muz i feel tiz way? or am i full of ego?.... haix.......nw listenin to tiz ska song....damn nice.....veri funni huh....almost every1 is listenin to reggae....here i am listenin to ska songs....haha...well i kinda get bored listenin to reggae....i juz lurve tiz band aquabats.....the trumpets is realli put to great effect man....how i wish i can play a trumpet.....haiya.....satu satu aku ni....guitar blom abis blaja nk main trumpet lak......haha...rahsia bocor

2005-04-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey...2dae had ma whole aftanoon studyin...yeah...studyin 4 2moz xam...i noe baby will b havin fun at jb wif her frenz...so let her hav her fun la...tk nk kacau.....now goin to study sum more....notin mux happen nowadays juz study n more study....mayb gonna get ma haircut soon...ma hair is itchin n i can't stand it...argghhhh.....

i juz download the movie HITCH n watch it....itz funni n veri meaningful 2 me....especially 4 a guy...coz itz lyk so factual bout the love life goin ard nowadays....k la gtg n study sum more...hav to sacrfice tym for these stuff....coz no point repeatin the same thing 4 anotha year....adios....ciao sinchi

2005-04-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

wah wah wah.....maths so damn easi...haha...no la...itz damn chim uh especially the section c...veri power....if ma luck is by ma side...i will swee2 get 50 marks uh....haha..if nt i get ard 40+....yup coz the section a i onli do 4 question....haiya i tot i did 5 qns...but afta the xam i found out i onli did 4...shit...10 marks gone....haiya....y lyk tat....

k la enuf of the maths paper...watz dun is dun....ok i gt a pantun 4 ya....ma bro compose himself....funny la....he always cheer up ma day n make me laugh wif his stupid antics...haha...k here goes....

satu hari zaki potong rambut dier botak

dier dapat tau dier ada bara otak

untuk sembunyikan kepala dier yg botak

dier sembunyi dalam kotak

funny ryt? if nt funny i dunno la....to me it's funni la....

k to ma baby...i mish her so mux...take care when u werkin dear....

havin sleeples nyt everinyt,

missin u everydae,

ma heart beats ur name,

i cant lay ma eyes off ya,

cant live wifout ya,

u r ma heart,

u r ma soul,

i'm sori to hurt ya,

i wish i could take the pain away from ya,

coz ya beauty unmatched,

such a great catch,

unconditional love....forever we are attatched,

u r da one who noe me,

betta than ani of ma homie,

i wish to b wif ya till ma last breath

2005-04-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

wahahaha....it rain in the morning...n i was sleepin thru the murnin.....weeee...soooo shiok uh....haha.....yeah i woke for subuh....than afta tat neva slp.....watch karate kid 2 on AXN.....ok la...but i lyk the japanese gerl....so cute...hehehe.....n tan....i lioke it....haha....ok2...afta the show i slip all the way till 12 noon.....wah bez uh....slip when rainin....yeah wat a dae...neva werk sum more so relaxin.....but the worst part is i still haven start revisin.......argghhh...bt nvm....there still 3 more days....haha....3 days lyk 3 mnths huh.....haha......i mish ma baby....wah borin seh duduk pat uma jer.....nk kua tk tau per nk bt.....yeah yest had anotha dream bout baby....c la mish her so mux always dream bout her.....haiya...baby.....when will we eva mit? u da bz ngan keje....i tink u surely so engrose wif ur werk....tk pe la.....k la kinda hungry uh.....bubye

2005-04-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

watz tat on ur shoulder?......April Fool!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!......kkz....enuf of the crap....haix....onli few more days to ma first sesional paper....n the first paper is maths....god....maths???!!! man i hate tiz subjek...the lecturer make it more difficult for me....yeah itz becumin damn difficult alredy.....but still i haven prepare for ani of the paper....funni ryt? i shld at least b practicin ma maths ryt? but no....i am juz playin games n surfin the net n readin ppl's blog....tatz y i neva update ma blog these few daes....

k la....ryt now itz one week tat i neva mit ma baby....neva c her face....make me mish her more...haiya the pic on ma blog....nt enuf....muz c her face 2 face....than i veri satisfied....haha....k la she msg me everidae....kinda lyk sumtin wrong....usually she neva msg me everidae....but dun care la...mayb she change....well ppl change ryt? k la tatz it bout her....well i mish her so mux dae afta dae....

ok yest i had a dream....veri funny.....can't remember so mux but i noe itz funny...hahaha....i dream bout ma baby...tatz all i noe....mayb mish her too mux uh.....k la now veri sian at hum.....muz study.....but still haven start yet....haiya....i dunno la....when i'm gonna start...k la bubye

2005-03-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

weeee......at last ma stress bout skul werk is ova....now watz left is the xam.....yeah juz now had ma last lab test....i manage to do 2 of 3 of the lab question....tatz a great achivement for ma DE lab test....haha....usually i cn i do is onli 1.....haha funny huh....do 1 of 3 cn still get 50 marks out of 100...then i hand in ma design jurnal....n i present ma chopstick holder....i call it 'The Drum'....n Faris was lyk gonna laugh....coz he can't find sumtin to do wif ma holder thingy....then he ask me wat ma holder cn do....then i sae la....usually we hav to wait for our food ryt? so while waitin kinda bored ryt? so we can take out the chopstick n play lyk a drum.....every1 was laughin alredy....n i also laugh....coz those things tat i sae juz came to ma mind....then Faris can't comment mux....mayb minez a masterpiece....haha...he ask the othas opinion...n they sae i am kinda creative....haha...of coz...duh....then i heard one guy sae dun hav guitar uh?....

haha....k la tatz ma dae uh....baby msg me...well she's havin a migrane....god....i wish tat when she reach hum....she go n slip la....sinz her xam is ova alredy.....baby betta rest la...k i mish u.....luv ya....

2005-03-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Baby im back
Im here to cater to you
Cause Ill be your lover
Ill be your best friend
Tell me what I gotta do

Feelin so blessed, back in your corner suga, suga don't stress
Forget about the rest; let's go inside, im back in your zone
Baby im back in your vibe, now I cant be denied I can lie im on ya
I never ever wanna say sayonara
Some body told me that the grass was greener
On the other side of lake haewa
Never really used to be a mean to cheat her
What I gotta do to be a keeper
These words comin out the speaker, true love is off the meter

Baby i trully luv ya
Let me b into ya
Forgif me bout the past
Coz i was full of lust
I was a fool
to drool in a pool
I neva will repeat the past
Coz i wish to b ur last

Baby i trully luv u.....i neva wanna leave u animore.....tiz tym i swear.....i will neva leave u for anione....i promise ma dear....u r the one in ma heart....itz so hard to find sumone so similar to ya....u r unique in ur own way....n no one can eva replace u so easily.....

2005-03-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

ok2......juz gt bak frm playin soccer.....kinda tired......ma groin still kinda strain.....yarla seems lyk i can't run mux animore.....wif tiz pain....ok2 enuf bout soccer la....it ain't mux of ma life....watz more impt is ma studies.....n xam is juz 2 wkz frm nw.....god i haven open a book 2 study at all.....arggghhhhh......farkin stress....especially bout maths......yeah...itz damn chim la.....i dun reali get mux of the subjek animore....yeah sumore the lecturer power seh.....talk lyk a bullet train....so fast.....i can't catch up sia....sumore muz copy her notes.....yet she talks as she wryts....wah power.....i luv it......k la enuf bout ma studies.....

k fridae....went out wif ma baby go jb accompany her 4 da second tym in one week....yeah the first tym was on tuesdae where i spend bout 60 rm buyin her 3 tees.....ok la...cheap uh....then she bought 4 me a shirt...baby blue in kolor...i lioke.....the color n the design....the color iz ma fave.....then we went on to Angsana n went 2 the shop we always go...n i bought a pants n she bought a pouch...the pouch buy one get 1 free...so she buy n take anotha 1 gif her cuzzin...oh yah 4gt to sae her cuzin follow us on tuesdae....but the bad her guy nt followin....k enuf bout tuesdae....k on fridae....tiz tym we queue up at the jb immigration lyk hell...itz was damn hot n the queue was damn long....we were stuck in there 4 at least an hour plus.....of coz la public holidae uh ballss....afta tat horrible thing.....we went to city square....she intend to watch movie but lookin at the tym juz not ryt uh takut alik nanti jam....so we juz went in n look ard lookin 4 sum stuff tat caught her eyes nt mine uh....coz she's wif the money....at first she wanna cut her hair...i dun mind waitin for her at the salon uh.....then afta goin into one of the shop.....dier borong 2 shoes n one stussy bag....trus duit pon da abis.....so nk potong rambot da tk jdi....last but nt least we eat....tank kena kasi full dulu aru le alik....haha.....yeah itz was fun uh.....ryt nw i mish her so mux eventhou itz onli 2 daes afta we mit.....hehehe.....well being wif her always make me happy.....=)

2005-03-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

well well well...yest was a damn great nyt 4 me.....yeah ma parents ask me out to the dinning table n had a long chat wif me.....yeah to u itz notin la juz the usual stuff.....tatz wat u will think.....but wheneva we had those kinda chat it will b a bad omen 4 me.....yup....itz mean i'm in deep shit......itz damn true i was in deep trouble yest.....in de aftanoon ma dad was ransackin ma whole room n checkin every files from ma comp......god i dunno hoe he get into ma comp......he get all those files.....wtf.....man all ma porno.....haha.....well therez onli sum of them.....well u can't blame it wat......haha.....i am a guy....so itz kinda common ryt? hehehe.....then he check thru ma bag n go thru ma passport n bank book.....god itz hell for me yest nyt.....yeah ma dad know tat i went to jb on tues.....but he dunno who i went wif.....haha.....2 bad dad.....u can't outwit me more....haha.....u tink u noe everytin bout me n teens nowadays.....u r wrong la.....u tink wat u go thru last tym is the same as now.....haha....u r juz foolish....nw is a new era....we teens a more rebelious than u......also he sae he does not trust me.....ok....so wat? as if i trust him....afta wat he dun to tiz family....i will still keep those memories dad.....u cause me 2 b lyk tiz dad.....juz bcoz u learn it the hard way doesn't mean u keep ur morals high.....i will vomit uh.....ur morals r juz as same as me.....duh....i, lyk many ppl sae, inherit u dad.....but i will neva b sum1 exactly lyk u....i won't destroy ma future....no more flirtin....yeah i hav found ma luv....n i won't do anitin lyk u animore.....i'm nt u.....i noe u dad.....u flirt wif every women tatz beautiful to ya.....u tink i neva noe wat u did in the dark.....well i noe dad.....u sae u wanna check on me.....good la....u tink u can track me down.....good la....well u can't teach an old dog new tricks.....so i will noe wat more tricks u gonna hav up ur sleeves....well yeah tatz a nyt i will neva 4gt....a dad tat neva trust me....if he neva trust me....y the hell he wants me to trust him in the first place.....god lyk i sae i will neva animore of the shit tat cum out of ya mouth.....if u wanna control me...ain't it betta u design a microchip n put it in me.....so tat i can the son tat u eva wish.....man i had a life la dad....i need ma own air to breath also....so guys wat do u tink of ma dad? do u wish to hav a dad lyk mine? well guess wat? he wants me to change in 6 mnths......change? change into wat? i'm mux more betta than all ma cuzzins....so if i lyk to lie....so does ma cuzzins...they lie to their parents more than me......so wat do u tink? am i ryt or am i wrong?

2005-03-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

harlow.......k guys.....as usual lor.....2dae go skul.....attend lecture.....then go hum.....but watz diff bout 2dae is we neva go 4 De than we let our DE lecturer wait 4 us.....till we finali decide nt 2 go 4 her lecture......haha.....wah VIP uh us.....wakaka.....than go play LAN 4 5 hours at Dhoby Ghaut.....god i dun wanna go 2 tat place eva again coz tat area is invaded by bapoks.....haha.....n i dun wanna mit them anione of them......yeah all ma life playin LAN.....i neva play 4 5 hours b4.....if play ma beloved PS2 cn la......haha....yeah all ma hand went numb alredy lor....wanna msg ma baby also cannot.....than we went n eat n talk at KFC.....as usual.....they will b talkin in chinese which i dun undst so mux.....than they will b talkin bout DOTA.....which i'm nt so interested even if i play it wif them juz nw....k la....tatz where the frequency wif ma frenz r nt on the same level....i wish tat i hav frenz tat dun talk mux bout computer games.....n talk bout sumtin else apart frm computer games.....coz i nt such a comp geek lyk them....eventhou i'm becumin lyk so called expert in this comp tingy.....i still dun lyk playin comp games as mux as playin the playstation......hahaha....k la...tatz it.....i mish ma baby ryt now......but she's werkin.....haix.....i wish tat a million dollar will juz drop ryt in front of me.......hahaha....k2 bout tiz million dollar thingy....we talk bout it sum otha tym.....haha....:P

2005-03-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

weeee....liverpool win everton 2-1.....yeah!!!! wat a derby man......i lurve it.....yeah now liverpool are 4 points nearer to everton....the race 4 the fourth spot is gettin hotter.....haha....ok 2dae ma dae kinda ok la.....kinda tired uh...coz yest slip so late.....not i the mood to study.....but i drag maself to skul....then durin maths lesson ma baby msg askin me where i am.....her house no ppl tot i can cum ova her place n spend sum tym 2gada.....but in the end it didn't happen....sad sad.....:(

i mish her so mux.....but 2moz gonna mit her...yeah goin to jb wif her n her cuzzins n one her cuzzin bf.....can't wait for 2moz....hope 2 hav a fun dae there.....

2005-03-21T08:50:00.000+08:00

DIALAH DI HATI

Bisikan sang bayu membawa perkhabaran

Dongengan yang sama dicadang berulang
Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran

Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian

Sungguh terkilan
Seumpama naskah yang terbuka

Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia

Bacalah kenalilah

Dengan bijaksana

Siapa aku yang sebenar
Korus Kendati selautan segunung permata di kanan dan kiri

Selagi jantung ku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti

Dialah di hati

Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran

Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian

Sungguh terkilan
Seumpama naskah yang tebuka

Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia

Bacalah kenalilah

Dengan bijaksana

Siapa aku yang sebenar
Kendati selautan segunung permata di kanan dan kiri

Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti

Dialah di hati

#Tiada pilihan kedua

Pertama hingga akhir usia

Hanya Dia
Ulang # 2x

Tiada rahsia lagi

Usah bertanya berkeka teki

Cinta yang abadi cintaku yang suci di hati
Ulang # 2x

Kendati selautan segunung permata dikanan dan kiri

Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti

Dialah di hati...

Kendati selautan segunung permata di kanan dan kiri ku....ooo
Tiada pilihan kedua

Pertama hingga akhir usia

2005-03-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

One set a footprints ina di sand

And you a grumble and a so

You tink it shoulda be two

Memba one ting mi yute

A fadda God a wi plan

So when you see one set a footprints a God a carry you

Hurry and come back was the last thing she said to her son

The day his life was taken

She didn't he wouldn't come backHe died from the bullet of a gun

And now her little boy is gone

She said, help meLord help me

And she looked up to the sky

And she heard a voice reply-y-y

(chorus)

When you cry, I cry, I cry along with you

When you smile, I smile, I smile along with you

When you cry, I cry, I cry along with you

When you smile, I smile, I smile along with you

Another baby left homeless

Abondoned when he was two

So the streets that cares and the shopping malls was the family he knew

It's not easy being homeless

Sometimes you have do what you have to do

And he didnt have a mom or dad to help him get through

He said, help me

Father help me

And he looked up to the sky

And he heard a voice reply-y-y

(chorus)

When you cry, I cry, I cry along with you

When you smile, I smile, I smile along with you

When you cry, I cry, I cry along with you

When you smile, I smile, I smile along with you

Based on a true storyuh-huh

keep your head up

It was early Sunday morning me get up a watch di news

Den mi hear seh a last night a seaview dem kill a yute

Den mama tell me seh har church sista Jackie-lynnJust lose her bredda over seaview gardens

When she tell me jah jah know it mash mi up nah tell nuh lie

But you know seh man a tuggy so yuh nah guh see me cry

Everyday day and everynight she still a ask the fadda why

Her brother had to die

She her a quite reply

(chorus x2)

When you cry, I cry, I cry along with you

When you smile, I smile, I smile along with you

When you cry, I cry, I cry along with you

When you smile, I smile, I smile along with you

The lord replied when you see only one set of footprintsthat I carried you

2005-03-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

2dae...kinda fark up....yeah....was lyk damn fark up....ma presentation was kinda so-so....onli for me uh....then was arguin wif Wati....till i finally gif up on her.....n in the end she apologise to me....ok froget bout her.....then ma lab PBIL....god the whole klas was fark up...tat they can't find the square wave form...even me n jacob the usual twin teror for PEEE lab can't do it...in the end everyone gif up n went hum.....i reali mish ma baby.....:'(

Mawarku

Kau mawarku

Juwita kalbu

Gadis yang ku rindu

Kau remaja menawan hatiku

Merayu jiwaku

Kau teruna

Rangkai nyawa

Lampu hati beta

Mestikah pergi jauh kembara

Ku terbayang jua

( korus )

Bila engkau hilang di mata

Tidur nyenyak ku tak bisa

Ku terkenang wajahmu dinda

Hancur kerna

Kau Juwita/teruna

Mawar putih

Suci murni

Pujaan jauhari

Senyumanmu yang menawan hati

Gadisku pertiwi

2005-03-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Haix.....lookz lyk ma whole week seems so bad.....firstly i neva get to mit ma baby for a whole week....yeah....i reali mish her seh....huhur.....ane dier? i badly miz her.....ok...2dae was the worst dae eva.....yeah....firstly....i skip ma maths lessons to mit up wif ma baby.....then when i got into the train alreadi ma dear msg me tat she need to go to the hospital urgently n we can't mit.....i was kinda sad seh....yerla da sacrifice ma maths lesson.....then tk jumpe.....sape tk bingit kn? well if she reali need to go....go la.....wat can i do....but all i can do is feel sad....:( yeah wat can i do? mayb itz her uncle....yela her uncle ada masok hospital....mayb sumtin wrong wif him.....or mayb sum1 frm her famili ker....can neva noe? well i hope they all feelin ok la.....juz now the feild we gonna play for the match kena lock then hav to wait for the chairman to open the gate.....man he took his own sweet tym......also juz now i play soccer damn badly lor.....man itz veri shity....i dunno wat happen.....i juz can't run so fast....mayb itz bcoz of ma thigh tatz in pain? but lastly afta so mani runs...i finally get ma runnin to the pace i wanted.....n i get to dribble past 2 players n got down to a tackle by the defender.....man i was exhausted afta tat n i lie down on the field 4 a while...god i was pantin lyk hell....ma head was veri dizzy.....but it all ended in a draw 3-3.....god where is ma baby????? i need her.....

2005-03-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

*panting*.....haix....juz came bak frm town...accompany ma frenz help him choose shoes....but in the end he end up not buyin any....huhur....k tiz is hoe ma day goes....

LATE for ma CAD test....then go eat at FC4....afta that had DE practical....lastly ma DESIGN appreciation....well durin tiz lesson juz notice tat i hav to hand up the chopstick projek by 29 mac.....walao make me rush all ma werk 4 tiz stupid lesson 2dae....

Afta tat we stand at DOver mrt 4 half an hour to accompany ma fren get hp no frm a gerl....but in the end it came to no avail.....u c hoe good frenz we r.....haha....then follow them go town.....ok alite at somerset...then walk all the way to heeren....then juz go flash n splash to check out the shoes...afta that we head for TAKA....intendin to go to Stadium but when we reach there the shop close 4 renovation...then we walk in2 ZARA....check out the stuff there....wah the stuff there damn 'cheap' hor....one sweater i loike cost $300+...can't remeber the exact price.....wah ma fren Kevin say...so cheap la....three dollar plus uh.....n we all went on laughin.....we laugh our way out of the shop....then afta that go to wisma.....then go Far East....then eat.....then go pacific plaza....bak to heeren bak coz ma fren hav to go there bak coz the otha flash n splash no size 4 him....reach there....size he wan hav but damn fittin....so i n mal choose 4 him otha shoes....sum he loike sum he dun lioke....wah he's a damn tough guy to choose 4 him stuff.....in the end neva buy.....haiya...all ma effort gone to waste....but tatz wat frenz r 4 ryt?

Well talkin bout frnz....ok truthfully i feel kinda lost wif them lor....in skul we kinda hav a different frequency.....yeah they tend to talk all bout tiz comp game....WARCRAFT.....man i not into those stuff so mux....n i do feel lyk kinda left out n lost....sum more they talk to themselves in chinese....so i will b wondarin...figurin out wat they talkin bout.....well....wat can i sae...i am the onli malay guy in the class...wat can i do? juz bear wif it la....left few weekz onli....but still they r a great bunch of frenz to b wif lor....they r understandin n they can sacrifice tym 4 their frenz....they r juz great la.....can't sae anitin more

2005-03-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

harlow.....2dae a mondae....first dae of skul....ok la a new beginin of the week....for a start itz the first tym i am late for PEEE tutorial tiz sem....haha....n also the first tym i get 60+ for ma structured programmin lab test....yeah....everytin seems lyk first tym to me 2dae....i feel lyk a new student....yeah maths learn new topic...i kinda lost...so is the otha subjek....yeah been absent for 2 dae....neva cum skul on wed n thurs....veri crucial daes coz mani lectures on that dae....but mayb it can b mondae blues...well i dun reali believe in these kind of stuff...well wat can i sae....ok juz now durin break tym....me n ma clasmates were talkin bout the gay party that came out in the newspaper yest....then came out the topic bout bisexual....yeah....how on earth do ppl hav the same feelin for the opposite sex n also to the same gender as them? well ok havin those feelin is ok....but doin sex wif the same gender...omg....i had a fren who's bi....he's a top....so wat he do is juz fuck da otha guy arse...grosss ryt? well wats more gross is anotha fren of mine a bi also...he sux his guy partner dick n hav sex wif him....more ewww....ok2 tatz it la....the more i talk the more i hav those images goin up in ma mind....ewwww...

well i mish ma baby seh...i feel so down 2dae...dunno y uh?!.....i reli mish her...haix...when can i mit her??????

2005-03-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

harlooooo.......2dae a sat....as usual hav a veri borin dae.....wake up damn early in the mornin to go to werk......haix....pe nk bt.....duit nyer psl gi la keje....juz noe hav to werk at ME14....wah sweeee.....power....i luv it....itz damn warm n veri stuffy....i hate it.....but wat to do hav to endure till 3pm...god after all itz ova....i wanna go hum quickly n take a bath.....then got to talk to cik ima bout ma money.....she owe me....ok tiz 20th i'm gonna get 100....ok settle....mish ma baby.....well read her blog...seems lyk she havin damn great fun lor....well i'm here stress bout ma projeks.....thats all due veri soon....huhur.....i so damn fark up.....can i finiz everytin on tym.....n ma mum bdae is cumin i haven bout her a present yet...well....mayb tiz wed go buy....c how la....k la guys gotta go....projeks callin me....huhur...:'(

2005-03-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

hey....wadsup ppl.....haha....me todae had a great tym wif ma baby.....mit her up early in the mornin at 9....then had our breakfast at McDonald.....

WAItIN 4 food

LAPAR!!!!!WHEREZ MA FOOD????!!!

afta that we went to pasir ris beach n enjoy da breeze.....weeeee

still hungry....wanna eat her....haha

afta that we play pool at downtown east.....

Pro tk main pool?

doubles? or couples?

whose boxer r those?

then we hav to go our seperate ways but b4 that this r us at the bus stop....

BApokZ!!!!

2005-03-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

hewlor......ok2....2dae i accompany ma baby to Sim Lim n bought her mp3.....but i hav to chip in sum money....tk per anitin 4 ma baby.....haha....ohhhh....i mish her so mux....i juz lurve her damn mux....on our way hum...we saw two bapok uh....frm far i can tell tat they r bapoks.....coz i hav frenz lyk them too....i also hav sum pasts tat i rather keep it a secret......man they r damn tall n good when they got near us....the voices tat came out....i juz wanna laugh ma lungs out.....haha...itz damn funny lor.....huhur then cik ima kol me...she ask whther i hav money for ma skul....i sae 'juz lil' bit uh...y? tk de duit ker nk bayar'....she sae yeah.....omg when is she gonna hold on to ma money.....she delay to the 20th.....hey ma mum bdae on tat dae....n u xpect me to buy her stuff on tat dae....plz b sensible la....tk kn nk li last minute stuff...she can't pay me 2dae coz she juz remove her tooth agian....oh god.....when will i receive ma $325 bak......

K2.....i dun get it.....wats the world cumin too....y tiz ppl dun wanna accept their gender.....they r who they r born....y them from a guy change to a woman....Y? they dun hav a pussy....even if they hav it will b a fake one.....transexual rather than callin bapok.....tatz wat i learn....i respect them....but still i sumhow disgust them....yeah......they sell their ass 2 earn quik bucks...also....they are so insecure.....tatz thru ma experience...yeah if they luv tat sumone dearly they make sure tat sumone is close to them n neva part frm them....yeah they will call everynyt.....even when they r free....sms u evrytym.....wantin to noe ur wherbouts....they r worse than a HMW(high maintenance woman).....yeah mayb they dun feel the luv frm their family....is it? wat do u tink?

k besides these type of 'guys'....i also know butch....yeah they r those gerlz that act lyk guys....but one fact is they dun hav dicks lyk us guys....they wanna act tough....havin all those beautiful gerls ard them....wawawa.....tatz wat makes us envy them n hate them more....but u guys hav to accept the fact they change mostly coz of u guys....yeah....mayb they hav experince sumtings bad durin their past relationships...sux as their ex beat them up lyk hell....n they can't take it animore.....also therez one fren sayin to me tat she neva had a feelin for guys....not even one.....omg.....so y make such a harsh decision to act lyk a guy? isn't it fate tat lead us to our dream guy or woman? n mostly i noe bout tiz butch is they r rich gerlz.....omg....mayb they r spoilt in sum way.....i guess....wat do u tink?

ok i hav given ma point of view....if u tink tat i am criticizin these ppl....when itz up to u....coz these ppl r not wat they r born to b....so if u tink i am narrow minded itz up to u...itz ma stand aniwae...if u hav anitin to sae juz tag lor.....

2005-03-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

Huhur......saturdae....damn borin uh....werk in the mornin at ME5 man so darn warm ova there...cannot tahan uh...summore muz wear uniform.....walao the warmth.....so damn shiok uh....then ma line open till ma shift end.....wah bez....luckily i hav ma ipod shuffle to kill the tym....haha....errrr everione juz switch off till 2pm onli left ma line....wah see they all slp.....power uh....i luv them....

reach hum ma bro juz bought a new game 4 ps2....he n najib play the game....wah see the grafic quiet great...i then play the game,after they finiz playin,till 8pm.....haha...so hooked up till i forgot to take a nap.....

Huhur.....baby i mish u so mux....i wanna mit u...i mish that cute sweet face of urs....huhur.....baby take care when u at werk.....

2005-03-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

"Unity is the world's key, and racial harmony.
Until the white man stops calling himself white
and the black man stops calling himself black,
we will not see it.

All the people on earth are just one family.
Life...it's life we deal with. No death.
He that sees the light and knows the light shall live.
When the time comes, people will seek the truth in all things.
They get it when they are ready to hear it.

Man can't do without God.
Just like you thirsty, you have to drink water.
You just can't do without God.
I pledged to work for righteousness.
God's given me inspiration.
So me personally as a man is nothin'
without the inspiration of Jah."

Bob Marley

2005-03-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hey hay haey.....haha....2dae hav a long dae....didn't hav enuf slp....wake up at 8 feelin so tired....but i need to mit ma baby n gif her printed stuff....then go for PEEE lecture....oh god....i'm so sleepy....i dun wanna go to skul juz now....well durin Maths lecture...i slept for most of it....n i woke up wif ma head still kinda blocked out frm the world of maths....then went hum after our tutorial....

reach hum chat wif an ol fren...guess wat...after so many years knowin her i juz noe that we share the same bdae 2getha....haha...omg....all these years i neva knew of anione i knew havin the same bdae wif me....n here i hav a fren whom i known since pri skul.....sharin the same bdae wif me....n we juz found out 2dae.....haha....wat a joke....yeah if i neva ask her to check out ma blog tiz bdae tingy will neva b known....haha....well nora sumdae we celebrate same2 nk? hahaha....ok2 back to wat happen 2dae....aft maghrib ma famili n i went to banquet at PP and feast there....i ate the seafood crispy noodle....ok la....nt bad....coz itz been a long tym i eat a crispy noodle....also me n ma mum share Yong tau fu....aft tat ma mum bought 4 ma bro a new pair of watch....ADIDAs seh...tk nk kala....bt still mine is more expensive....haha....ok juz now i went to peek at the BONIA wallet i intend to buy for ma mum....WOW!!!! $80 seh.....nk kena kumpol duit dulu....aite....

HAIxz i mish ma baby....where is she? huhur....can't wait to mit her again....=)

2005-03-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

I juz gt a haircut 2dae....it really sux 4 the bak part of ma hair...juz look at it....god wat do u tink?

then i went to mit ma baby n we went to esplanade.....chill out ova there.....here r sum of the pics.....check it out.....we had a damn fun tym.....espesially when i got tickle by ma baby....i wish we could always go out lyk tiz.....hehe

y can't i smile properly??!!

/*SilLy Me n Ma BABy*/

Veri Interestin???~~~

NeW MODeL 4 NOKIA 6230 ADz...HEHE***

Me N Ma BABy BoO

WATZ Up???~~~

Muz I KIZs IT?

then off we went to eat MUTTON CHOP....YUM!YUM!

Which Shld i eat?**

2005-03-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Weee.....yeah!!!!! i gt ma Ipod shuffle......yesh.....wat a dream cum true....yeah ipod shuffle is damn light....small.....n cool.....i'm so damn hapi when i gt into the applecentre store at wheelock place.....man i saw their ibook.....their mini imac.....etc.....wow.....i wan all of those.....haha.....ok2....now i'm savin up money for a digicam....but ryt now i hav to save up money for ma mum bdae....yeah....itz cumin....in three weekz tym....gosh...i dunno wat to buy for her.....hmmmmm....perfume? wallet? wat to buy? i hav no idea.....well itz still a long way to go for now.....well 2dae kinda borin cum to skul at 3 in the aftnoon......do ma presentation....then go hum.....man i need to do ma design jurnol......fark....i haven start so muxx on it....

yest mit ma baby....yeah....mish her so mux uh.....we go eat 2getha at the stall near her grandma place....then she took pic of me eatin...man itz damn funni lor.....seein me eatin.....haha.....then after tat we talk bout our skul stuff n get ourself updated bout each otha....then send her to her grandma place....n off i went hum.....huhur....i mish ma baby so mux....baby i luvb u veri mux....

wat an equaliser!!!! a screamer!!!!

2005-02-28T13:20:00.000+08:00

wee...2dae sundae....2moz will b a start of a new week 4 me.....haha.....juz now got a last minute call frm Muz.....askin me to cum ova n play soccer at tadpole.....wah so last minute....luckily i'm at hum.....but kinda tired.....but i pack all ma boots n shorts needed....n head 4 the field.....reach there the game alreadi start.....c ma team....wat a mess?!!....the defence lyk wat.....always kena ovalap...so dangerous.....then Muz nk kua...i hav 2 play defence...shit the most fuckin position i hate.....ma first ball i lose....shit tiz is bad.....then veri soon i get ma momentum n of we head to a clean sheet in the second half.....n we get a goal bak....thnks to Tzul header.....wat a tite angel...the keeper couldn't do anitin.....wee.....we celebrate lyk hell....yeah we pressure them in the second half......n we deserve the draw mayb more a win if we had the finishin touch of Suhail....n the combination of his twin menance....me....haha.....well a draw is good enuf rather than a lost.....but wat i'm fed up is the oppenent....wtf.....i tackle the ball...then he knock ma knee....n fell to the ground.....Prrrtttt!!! goes the whistle.....WTF!.....i win the ball fairly.....man i was so damn mad.....but still they can't score tat goal....haha thnks to the combination of Yong n me....hahaha.....well if onli Yayer is ard....i can play striker...but too bad.....well there is next tym.....well 2dae neva smoke b4 a game 4 the first tym in so mani matches.....n i still feel great but kinda shag.....well tiz i can conclude as ma bez game as a centre bak....hahaha....action onli.....k la peace out.....

SIANx!!!

2005-02-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

Saturdae......wat a draggy day.....early murnin wake up n off to werk.....finiz at 3....reach hum n relax n watch "brown sugar".....great show.....ok la tatz wat i can sae happen 2dae....haizx....mish ma baby.....she's in KL...havin her fun sinz yest hor n me here mish her so mux.....

Yest go skul 4 Characther Development....then chill at FC4.....till ard 2...then go JP watch Constantine......cool show uh....i loike.....especialli the part where keanu reeves say"ma name is Constantine....John Constantine....arsehole".....then anotha part where the constatine characther died 4 the second tym....n he had to go to hell....but sumhow he made a big sacrifice....n god let him go to heaven....then this guy in white suit(4gt the name uh)....sae his place is in hell....then this constatine characther show the middle finger.....wakakak.....*LoL*.....also to all those smoker Constantine quit smokin after he's able to live 4 the 3rd tym....yup in the last part he neva smoke animore but he eat chewin gum....haha.....so guys out there who still smokes....do take the advice.....we r not Constantine...or so called half breed.....we live once....so make good use of it n Quit SMOKIN !!!! itz 4 ur own good......peace out

LUVRE?

2005-02-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

Tell me wat reali iz luv?

Is luv a feelin being control by ur mind? ur heart? ur lust? ur desire? ur kindness?.....well to me luv is bout havin telepatic feelin bout tat sumone....itz juz tat u reali noe ur partner damn well enuf....eventhou itz onli lyk few days....or even hours or mins.....sacrificin?is it also luv?....well...to me it is....but sumtym tat sacrifice will cost u to lose tat sumone so special to u....is it true?....u tink......so wat do u tink bout lurve?...do gif me ur point of view.....

PoWEr La!!!!

2005-02-25T09:35:00.000+08:00

Sweee!!!!Tatz the werd i say when i first get ma maths paper...haha.....i juz pass....on da dot....50/100........wat a relief......then lecturer juz went thru the ans n i juz sit at one corner wif ma frenz.....2dae i neva go 4 PEEE n SPROG.....i woke up in the mornin.....had ma bath all tat....n had ma breakfast....then i play ma beloved PS2.....weeee....veri hapi.......hahaha.....then in da noon took a shower n off i went to skul.....n now i juz gt bak frm skul.....hehe

Yest was kinda borin.....gt ma DE paper.....man i was fuck up....i tot i could at least get 80+ but no! i gt onli 75.....ONLI 75? wtf......i'm so fed up wif maself.....reach hum at ard 1.30....then fetch ma youngest bro at 3.....n chill out n play ma PS2.....yeah!!!! ma 2nd darlin!!!HAHA!!!.....yeah tokin bout ma darlin....yeah i miz ma darlin....haven msg her sinz we met on tuesday.....yeah seemz she so bz wif her assigments as written in her blog....nvm la....let her hav her tym on her own......huhur....On tuesday gt ma DE paper.....man i was fuck up....i tot i could get at least 80+ but NO! i gt onli 75.....ONLI 75?!!!WTF....i'm so fed up wif maself.....then mit ma baby....man she looks diff frm last tym.....yeah she has kinda slim down.....look so sexy.....haha.....

Ok i herby declare tat i hav pass all ma MST paper for last term....haha....here r the results.....

DE:75/100

SPROG:58/100

PEEE:60/1000

MATHS:50/1000

2005-02-22T12:30:00.000+08:00

Ewlo......2day 2nd dae sinz i quit smokin...haha....yup i finali stop it....coz 1st ting i dun feel i wanna smoke animore....2nd ting...cigarette price gone up 20%.....2day ma fren all go "KANINA" CAUCIBAI" all those hookien werds cum out....haha....lucky 4 me...i stop at a nice tym...tiz 4 real.....juz nw get 2 test paper bak....c ma MST results.....wat shit am i doin? PEEE:60/100, structured programming:58/100....but ma latest lab test 4 structured programmin:98/100....haha....2 st8 lab test i gt the same mark....haha....i juz lurve doin the lab werk.....so damn fun....

JUz nw mit Miz Sharon Quek.....our former maths lecturer....she knew our marks....guess wat she say 2 me...."Hakym wat happen to u?.....From 70+ go down to boder line....."......walao i am damn shock uh....she say i gt 40+ or 50+....shit....y iz ma maths so inconsistent....wtf....sumore 2day learn new topic...integretion....looks ez 4 nw.....but i noe tiz is gonna b harder than diffrentiation....god i need 2 practice on tiz shit....if nt i'm dead meat 4 the final xam paper.....arghhhh....

Yest was ok...play street soccer becum keeper....borin giler siak....did nutin mux....juz save those balls wif ma legs onli....keje relak abis.....then at werk si LIm bual psl org2 lama yg keje pat codin kekek siak dgr cita dorg.....

k la stop here nk kena bt solderin uh....bsk kena tunjuk lecturer...MR Wong

2005-02-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl You are Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like youI thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like youI hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like youI hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known, your smile on your face, all I see is a glow,
You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down & I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like youI hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

If u hav read tiz dear....I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than youI will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you......yesh i promise i will neva fall in lurve wif a stranger animore

BOoRIn DAe!!!

2005-02-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

harloow......2day sat n as usual.....i hav werk early in the murnin....at werk kena scold by tat "HIDUNG"....y? coz i neva wear shoes....wtf....KEn cum to werk neva wear shoes neva kena...i onli one tym than kena....wat a pity.....4 me.....

reach hum at ard 4....play ma beloved PS2.....than went thru ma ol stuff....sux as ma diary tatz full of ma history....mostly on AIN....yeah AIN....everitym i heard tat name ma mind began 2 wonda ard....haizx....i miz her....but wat cn i do? she hav move on....if i eva ask her bak....i dun tink she will accept me animore.....well nvm...life hav to move on....ohh yah....bout the diary....yesh full of crap bout me n AIN.....conflicts n so on....all those secrets i kept it away frm ma famili n frenz....then i came upon a letter....wif pics inside....then i remmeber itz the gerl...wati....whom i noe juz thru sms....neva mit b4....tat pic is her....so now i intend to gif her bak even if itz a yr old alredi....haha.....i wrote a letter 2getha wif da pix n post it 2 her house....

well tatz wat i do the whole day...sit in front of the comp....tryin to make ma blog betta n chattin wif tiz gerl name Eqa.....she ask me to cum to her skul open house on the 26th....she'll b dancin....i dunno who wanna follow me.....anione wanna follow? itz ITE SIMEI open house 4 ur info.....anione interested??? i dun wanna go there alone....paiseh uh.....well i wanna get to noe more bout tiz Eqa....hehe....haixxx......

NARFTH!!!

2005-02-19T15:49:00.000+08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walkin down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alrigh
tCheck my vital signs
And know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk alone

YEAH!!!!!

2005-02-19T15:38:00.000+08:00

YEah at last i hav finiz doin tiz blog.....man ma arse is in pain.....later gonna eat....haven eat since murnin.....yeah been so stress up....eversince yest.....but yest was suppose to b ma happiest dae coz xam iz ova.....but i gt 2 noe the truth.....eiyra.....the gerl tat i hav fallen in luv n causin me to leave Ain....has sumonelse on her mind....yup....i juz found out the truth yest....n i was havin a slepplez nyt.....was it worth it? buy her all those stuff.....fark....i'm sux a fool.....yeah the truth is out in her blog.....fuyooh....baca dier nyer blog notin at all bout me.....wtf.....all bout tiz guy YUSRI...power.....sweee......i'm so hapi.....after readin it.....ma heart iz feel wif so mux pain....full wif anger n hurt.....yesh i vent all ma frustration at ma bros....i noe i shldn't do tat but i was so enraged wif fire....even when ma bro n even ma mom make a lil' noise i shout at them....i'm so fark up.....but nvm juz now got to smoke ma cigraten.....fuyoooo......relax sikit.....well lookz lyk tiz blog is left wif one thang....a new muziqbox....hahaha.....ciao