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u have ma heart,
deep inside ya,
i hv given ya,
eversinz u let it in,
i given u all the love,
i given u all the care,
i given u all tat i can,
ma babyboo,
eventhou the distance btwn us,
is an obstacle,
i dun care wat ppl gonna sae bout us,
coz im goin overcum all those obstacle,
im gonna race to the end,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her hw mux i luv her,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her tat she's always on ma mind,
gonna reach the beholder of ma heart,
to tell her hw much she meant to me,
no foul werd frm anibody,
gonna poison tiz special bond,
btwn u n me,
ur nt juz anibody,
ur the beholder,
the beholder of ma heart,
in the end i wish tiz is gonna b a hapi endin,
jz u the beholder,
n me the vicitm of tiz love,
livin unda one roof,
hapi,
hapily eva afta....
Sunday, September 18, 2005
well i feel great nw....
juz found sumone to luv....
n b luved again....
tiz tym itz a KL gerl....
yeah wat am i tinkin...
well tot bout it....
n i wan a go at it...
i may neva noe tat she is the one...
well juz tryin wif it....
if she reli is....
it will b a plus point 4 me....
weeee.....
xam cumin....
still haven learn mux....
well bak to ma books....
i tink.....
NARFTH!!!!
ZOITNKZ!!!!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
y? so mani y on it....
y?
y did she ignore me on msn?
y cant she mit me wen i wanted to?
y didnt she call me?
y?
y?
y?
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Monday, September 05, 2005
What did I do to deserve this
I didnt even get one last kiss
From you...oh baby
God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissin me
I need to feel you holdin me
I need to feel your touch
Cuz I miss your love so much
And I...cant keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why would he take you away...from me
(Chorus)
Its hard for me to tell you I love you
As Im standing over your grave
And I ll know I ll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldnt you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I dont know what to do with myself
I would ve given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say that you love me one last time
Id go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you, how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldnt do
I cry for you...I lied for you
And theres no doubt that if I could take your place from heaven
I would die for you...yes I would
I would rather give up my life
Then to see tears in your eyes
I cant stand to see you cry
(Chorus)
I just dont know what to do with myself
I cant stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would god want to hurt me so bad
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby,I'm missing you...baby I'm missing you
I love you...ooh...god damnit I love you
Why did he did he take you away,
Love me...because I love you so...
I miss you so much baby...I just cant go on baby
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Haix...mish her so mux...1 wk alredi neva mit...
veri sad uh...me bz wif projek...she bz wif her stuff...
haix2...i wish ma head will get betta...
coz tiz pain is sickenin...
i reli wanna b ma healthy self...no stupid headache...
all stress free....i reli wish...
haix2....
still tinkin does she love me?
haix2...
i juz cant 4gt her....
haix2...
i kept tinkin bout her...
haix2....
nt meetin her make me mish her more...
but y muz i feel it?
itz neva lyk tiz b4...
haix2...
i wonda...
im juz a guy tat wan attention...
but she juz wan things her way...
she the commanding type...
n i juz follow her...
but y?
e guy
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