[some kind of knife carves my pain]

Saturday, July 30, 2005

How????!!!

guys....ma mst is tiz cumin mondae...haven learn so mux...tiz sux....ryt nw ma head is lyk one tym bomb....anitym cn juz xplode....
itz been tinkin too mux....n werkin too mux....
itz overloadin......
DANGER!!!!

firstly....
will i get a diploma,
will i get into uni,
will i get a job,
afta ma uni,
will i b hapi wif the job,
is SHE reli the one?
will she eva leave me?
does she reli love me?
cn i do it tiz mondae?
cn i pass it damn well?
cn i finiz ma yr 2?

so mani qns.....bt i cant find the ans....
gosh itz killin me,

i luv ya,
i neva wanna leave ya,
u make me smile,
everytym i c ya,
bt do u feel me,
i dun wanna it b one sided,
so tell me watz in ya,

carving itself again at 9:45 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

RENY!!!!!

bb switheart
i hav fallen 4 u sinz dae 1,
u stole ma heart durin tat moment,
i hav given u ma heart on tat dae,
no woman cn eva take it,
coz itz beatin inside u everi moment,

hours....mins....sec,

ma luv 4 u is deeper den ani ocean,
pure den ani saint,

u r ma life n soul,
wifout u ma heart will stop beatin,

ur cute angelic face,
neva stop bringin smiles to me,

bb switheart,

i luv ya so damn mux,
i neva wanna lose u,
neva,
coz no woman is u,

carving itself again at 9:34 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

hapinez

everytin seems to go to plan yest....n itz a gd thing it went tat way.....yeah...me n ain r no more....less things on ma mind....:)

2dae i cut ma hair alredi....veri thin n short...lab test was ez...nt mux of a trouble to do...mayb ma mind is clear of things uh....than...ma lab test last wk was nt so gd...first qns da kena potong 15 marks alredi....haix2....sat werkin....sundae goin out...dunno goin where...RENY ajak...

MA PROJEK 2 haven finiz...argghhhh....bila mau abis kn.....!!!!!

carving itself again at 10:41 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

wei

helllo......long tym neva write liao....been bz uh...project2 onli....also kinda lazi to write uh.....ermmm...well yest was sumone bdae....n once again i which her hapi bdae....hope u achieve wateva u aim 4.....sadly she aint in s'pore....she's at KL...ok la....well....so mux things to sae....ermmm....lately ma frenz been addicted to the song MR lonely by AKON.....n itz damn irritating wen they kept repeatin the song again n again.....sakit uh telinga aku....yeah....ma soccer team....afta so mani mathces undefeated...we finali get beaten by our junior team....n im off form....no speed...no stamina....no energy....juz plain tired player....mayb the long hours in skul tat dae had drain away ma energy.....nvm....i gonna improve ma fitnesss.....oh yeah....MST i s ard the corner....n i nd to catch up on ma studies alredi...i always cabot lecture....dunno a thing wen i cum to tutorial....haix....i noe i shld nt cabot so mux....ok....watelse wanna sae....well i dunno la....am i juz a lousy guy or she's havin high expectation of me....i dunno seh....juz tat sumtym i wish relationship aint so complicated.....arghhhh....no pt wanna talk bout relationship....make me go crazi onli...k la tatz all 4 nw....if i remeber wat i wanna sae...i update agian...nw gonna play FM....n study liao....hehehehe :P

carving itself again at 5:50 PM

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~~HAtes~~
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canon A400
ipod mini
new bike
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jack purcell shoe
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