Saturday, May 28, 2005
i'm bak
heelllooo everione.....i'm bak...yeah me bak....ok been in kinda dilemma uh tiz few daes...dunno watelse i wanna do....first of all...i juz wanna quit werkin n get on wif ma life la....lgi aku keje bnyk duit aku buang...bt on the otha hand i still need money la....so wat to do quit or no quit? so hard uh.....k tatz one....lgi satu bnyk complicated....well afta i get bak frm penang on mondae....ma x msg me....so i reply la....well we get on quiet well afta nt contactin each otha 4 a few yrs alredi....wonda how she look lyk....ok la....well suddenly there is sum sparks btwn us again....but i cant b wif her....im wif ma baby....n i luv her...but ma x....ermmm...cant realli xplain uh....yeah we chat on the phone 4 few daes durin the nyt....n nw itz juz gone lyk tat....nvm la....at least i still hav sumone who loves me...hope so uh.....well penang was great....ok la....if our hotel is juz by the beach will b mux more fun....well too bad la....yeah yest ma kak sdara nikah....alamak skali pandang ma kak sdara jambu seh....well tgk dier nyer husband....k la kena jugak la....bsk hav to help ma aunt coz bsk aru dier nyer keja kawin dier start....haix....ma close coz tk der....so juz me n ma bro....it will b a long day 2moz...well baby....ryt nw i dunno wat happenin....
carving itself again at 2:27 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
Penang! penang!
penang dua sebatang...hahaha.....2nyt im off to Penang wif ma tuiton mates.....been a long tym neva go outin wif them....yeah hope to ease all the prob in ma head ryt nw...peace sikit la...relak pat resort...play water sports....wohooo....baby....if u hav prob y u neva tell me...mayb i cn help ya....haix...juz nw go ma werkplace settle eveytin....but muz pay 150 bucks...no way im payin tat st8 away....everione sae dun pay first...wait 4 the prob to settle n cum to a conclusion whether im ryt or wrong....who cares la....ryt nw i wanna hav sum great tym at penang free frm singapore....free....frm parents....frm werk....everytin...no more stress on me....plz...no more...i cant take it...i cn go crazy....n baby im gonna miz u when im there.....well even if im nt there im missin u alredy....every day...every hr...every min...every sec.....
carving itself again at 4:18 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
so confused
so confused...argghhhh....i dunno wat wrong....y is ma day gettin worse each day....n i feel lyk abandonin ma baby....well yeah been so stress up wif stuff at ma werkplace....n really fucked up wif the supervisor ova there...i dunno watz else to do animore....sundae go office talk to them bout the prob....n end it as soon as possible....coz tiz thing is in ma head a long tym alredy....n itz driving me crazy....ryt nw i feel realli scared....scared tat im gonna lose tat sumone again.....yeah i feel so weak nt seein her....drive me crazy....shes the one....shes the onli one....yes i do love her....i love her so mux....does she love me???
carving itself again at 4:50 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
ewlo...how u lyk ma new skin? kinda plain is it? juz lyk it....veri simple...well these few days....kinda ok la....oh yeah watch the amazing race 7...veri interestin show it is...in the end the black american couple win...well they sure hav luck on their side...coz they dun hav cash in their hands in the last destination...but they really r determined....itz one hack of an amazing show...especially rob and amber...they make the show more spicy....haha....ok la....yest play street soccer till late at nyt....accompany ma bro buy his spec....well the frame kinda big 4 him thou...but he still wan it aniwae...suit himself la....well ryt nw ma right thigh still haven recover yet....n itz damn frustratin la...weneva i wanna kick a ball....it hurts....i wish it recover soon...coz i wanna kick balls...haha...sinz im still on holidae betta enjoy maself....oh yeah timetable hav cum out....kinda same as first yr schedule...so long hours....n long breaks...haix....wat to do wif those long breaks aniwae....juz nw watch the last episode of Amanda on suria....ok la kinda nice the song....but i dunno la...ma mum ni....wen she watch a tv series tat involve students to b couple...she neva sae anitin....but wen i wanna hav a relationship...she disapprove...aint it the same as in the tv series...eventhou its nt reality...but its bout students...there aint mux of a diff wat....well been a while sinz i msg ma baby...well baby even if i neva msg u....do trust me tat i miz ya n will always luv ya....always no matta wat....
carving itself again at 11:23 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
juz gt bak frm sentosa....man ma thigh is killing me....went to sentosa wif a stretched right thigh....tot of playin soccer lightly....but in the end i end up playin soccer wif those ppl tat juz came n knock ma thigh...gosh it realli hurts....farkin hurts....k la....i dunno watz wrong wif ma mum nwadays la....first she ask me....y i neva go out wif frenz tat wear tudung....firstly i dun lyk tudung gerls 4 nw....ala per lain nyr ada tudung ngan tk de tudung...prangai tk de beza jugak...except 4 a few la...then lately she ask me go syarahan....alamak....per seh...syarahan? gosh...im nt realli into these stuff...nt tat i dun believe wat the uztad says...juz tat im a guy tat is nt religious enuf...so being in a mosque n hearin to those longs talks make me go to slip lyk a lullaby song....haix...sum more these syarahan is in the nyt....me nt crtisicin anitin...juz ma opinion 4 nw...
carving itself again at 8:20 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
hey had a great tym yest...yeah went out wif ma baby...watch coach carter...take pix....then we chill out n went hum....it was hell of great tym eventhou i find it kinda short....2dae gotta werk...well as usual la cik ima hutang....luckily...the aunty gif ma pay earlier...haha...ada duit jugak....2moz goin jb...accompany ma fren...mayb buy a shoe ker...c la....fridae goin to sentosa wif ma poly frenz...hope to hav a fun tym there....baby...mish ya...
carving itself again at 8:02 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
wat do u tink of tiz one? plain uh?
mish ma baby....cant wait 4 monday.....gonna mit her.....lucky 2dae neva go 4 syarahan ma mum ask to go....fhew...slamat ma dad penat nk gi....haha...if nt im gonna slip ova there 4 sure.....hahaha....mishin those sweet smiles....
carving itself again at 10:28 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
weeee.....i pass ma xam...so hapi seh...yest nyt i dreamt tat i fail ma maths...than i wake up quickly check ma results n wooohhhoooooo.....wat a relief...i pass ma maths on the dot....
carving itself again at 9:53 PM
i wake up every murnin,
starin at the ceiling,
feelin worried,
everi minute,every seconds,
hopin,
hopin,
to see the light frm PAris,on the far EAst,
to see the smile,that makes ma dae,
day by day,
i grew scared,
scared tat i will lose u,one dae,
afta wat happen 2dae,
i''m sori to b too sensitive,
coz everi dae,
i grew scared,
scared tat i will lose u,one dae,
i have fallen for u too deep,
deeply,
nt even the depth of ani ocean,
can b compared,
to how deep i have fallen for ya,
i dun wanna b a memory to ya,
i wan it to b permanent,
seal by a ring, on ya finger,
i hope so.....
carving itself again at 9:03 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
2dae i went out to ma baby place...chill out at her place 4 a while...than follow her go mit wif her cuz....than send her to werk....oh i mish her nw....aru jumpe da mish eh....haha....pe nk bt....yela muke dier cute sgt....n i'm so in love wif her....so wat cn i do....every dae i tink of her...eventhou sumtym i dunno wat to talk to her....but deep in ma heart ma luv 4 her is so deep...tat leavin her again will surely b a big mistake tat i'm gonna make....n i hope we will b 4eva....i reali wish it reali cum true....baby.....even how unromantic or nt so good to ya or wateva i am to u on ani dae....but deep in ma heart believe me i do luv u....nt juz coz u r cute....but also ur uniquess....ur attitude.....i neva felt mux happier than being wif ya.....i hope to b da answer to wat eva problem u r facin ryt nw honey.....
carving itself again at 10:45 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
ewlo everione.....me here..kinda bored....n mish ma baby.....notin mux to sae...juz tat i am tired afta wat i had yest evenin....haix....k la ciao
carving itself again at 4:11 PM
